✨2018 Watty Winner✨ Two men in love torn apart by war. Yuri Karamov's existence is like Schrödinger's cat, simultaneously both dead and alive. In Ru Konstantin's mind, Yuri's still the same vibrant young man he was when their lives diverged. But the question, the one Ru is too afraid to acknowledge, is whether his best friend turned first love is still alive. In the span of eighteen years, their hometown of Dronesk goes from a quiet, humdrum town to a besieged territory of the BKA; a radical militia group who wants to eradicate the Arash--people like Ru--from Rujga Province. Yuri Karamov is one of the recruits fighting for a Brommian liberation. After years of lost contact, Ru returns to Dronesk in search of his best friend, confronting not only the ruins of his ancestral home and the new realities of a post-liberation movement, but questions about love, freedom, and the price of self-governance. If We Exist, is a coming-of-age story that examines friendship, sexuality, class struggles and ethnic tensions through the lens of Ru Konstantin; desperate, anxiety-ridden, and awfully nostalgic.

A story about two boys, love, loss, friendship and all the messy in-betweens. 🦋 As peculiar as what he said might have seemed, it drove Golden Boy absolutely mad with want. Because it was him, it was Starry Eyes. Starry Eyes, who's words were poetry. Starry Eyes, who embodied beauty. Starry Eyes, who's presence was light. Starry Eyes, who's love was healing. 🦋 FEATURED ON @lgbt 's FEATURED LIST (EDITOR'S PICK) FEATURED ON @FreeTheLGBT 's BLACK HISTORY MONTH READING LIST AUTHOR INTERVIEW ON @FreeTheLGBT 's PRIDE MONTH FIESTA © 2019 RMM - ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. Wattpad is the only place this book is available. If you see it somewhere else, please let me know. plagiarism is not cool!

Ethan and Lucas are rivals of opposite football teams who hate each other. What not many people know is that the two used to be very close when they were younger and it seems as if that common past might come back to haunt them, or even worse, reunite them again.

Jackson Dyer is a normal teenage boy, with a life others dream about. He's popular, hot, athletic, and can get any girl he wishes. He's the star baseball player and is sworn to be undeniably straight. Liam Winters is an outcast. He's unknown by the entire school and considered an absolute loser. He runs the concession stand at all the schools baseball games and has formed this sort of grudge against the team. Yet everything changes once Jackson kisses Liam in a small, dark closet. #4 in coming out December 3rd

Two rivaling towns, two rivaling teams and one football field. What could possibly go wrong? Cross barriers, find resolutions, and go on an adventure with Michael Griffin and Bryan Clay as they face and overcome their demons together.

crush my softly ― i am delicate.

my parents don't know what's gotten into me since i've met you.

"I didn't know you had friends like Isaac," Willa said in greeting. "I don't," muttered Jared. Isaac rolled his eyes. "Yeah, you don't. You have //one// friend like Isaac." His voice turned into this stupid mock whisper and he leaned towards Jared conspiratorially. "It's me, by the way."

••Complete•• Growing up is already tough, but when you're gay and your dad isn't so accepting things can get a little complicated. Short story Cover by sun-raes © 2017, pastelmilks, All rights reserved

why do they call her milk? "...i like things simple. i'm not sweet, but i'm not savoury. you leave me alone long enough, and i'll become sour. some people love me, some people don't. take it or leave it." why do they call her honey? "i sweeten the deal. i ooze gold. a treasure from the Gods. the colour of sun rays on a hot day . words from my mouth leave that decadent taste on your tongue. loved by many, hated by few." they are opposites that cannot help but be good with the other. one by themselves is almost improbable. of course it's possible, they're okay on their own, they have to be. but together? together, they make each other better. that's what it's all about. (lowercase is intentional, a stylistic choice.) RANKED #2 IN SAVOURY as of 03/08/19 RANKED #16 IN TALKTHEPOC as of 01/01/19 RANKED #22 IN MILK as of 05/10/20 RANKED #69 IN MILK as of 12/11/21