Bisexual, Finn McCormick finally gets to leave the hospital after a car accident a few weeks before. His fancy blue hair is fading and his roots are horrendous, but he wouldn't know that, would he? Because Finny has recently been proclaimed legally blind. Patrick hates queers. But he tries to change that when his beloved brother, Caleb, comes out as gay to his family. One of Caleb's best friends, Finn, confuses him to no end. With scarred eyes and a gimp hand, you'd think little Finny would be helpless and vulnerable; NOT strong willed and independent. Intrigued by the blue haired boy, Pat tries even harder to drop his hatred of gays. But will he be able? Old habits die hard. (lol not my best summary. i'll try to fix later perhaps)

Life is funny when you look back on it, in fact the core of the word ‘life’ says it all, ‘if’. Life is full of ‘What if’, ‘If only’ and ‘Maybe if’ moments and they tend to shape our lives, sometimes for the better and sometimes for the worse. I can only say that there are many moments when I regret not questioning the ifs, and to be honest just as many times I do not. This story is a series of 'If' moments that I experienced in my L.if.E. From my first 'Gay' experience and love, to more darker moments. I hope you will enjoy.