The title says it all. Sorry this is my first book so it's probably a piece of crap. Will contain mature content. Such as, swearing, abuse, general violence.

Jeff does something wrong, that affected his relationship with Ben. Do you think that things go well, after Ben suffers in pain inside a dream, while Jeff suffers from watching Ben die on his arms? Read the story to find out!

(cover is mine) SEQUEL TO 'how did I get stuck with this ass hole?' if you haven't read that first go read it please! Ben and Jeff have been dating for a while now in fact about a year and a half, Ben has become much more social and Jeff has ALMOST learned not to treat everyone like a peace of meat XD but one thing they didn't learn was- NO SPOILERS

Yaoi Lemon

Discontinued!!! Note: I am really sorry you had to read this or think about reading this. -_-" I wrote this years ago and it sucks, so I thought maybe I'll rewrite it. I can't take my book down because there is just so many memories, and this was my first fanfiction I've ever written. GOOD NEWS!!! I've rewritren Part One on to a diffrenet story ( it's titlted the same )

BEN just wants to play his videogame, Jeff wants him to just take a goddamn shower.