Book 1/3 Billie: "I'm leaving for tour in two days, we've been having these issues and we've tried to fix them. But it's just not working like we need them to." Maddie: "Are you breaking up with-" I cut her off by placing my finger on her mouth Billie: "Don't finish that sentence." I removed my finger from her mouth and sighed. "Look we've tried and it didn't work, you're too busy to come on tour with me which I completely understand. I'm proud of you with everything that you have done." Tears started to escape from my eyes but I quickly wiped them away hoping that she didn't see. "While I'm on tour, away from you for so so so long. I think we should..." I was trying to figure out how to word this. "I just don't think right now is our time. That made no sense oh my god!" I screamed in frustration. *i do not own any pictures used in this book* ----------------------- Started: 06-30-19 Finished: 03-04-20

I just, kinda... Wish you were gay. 2019 Watty's Award Winner achieved: #1 in billieeilish #1 in girlxgirl #3 in fanfiction #1 in imagines

she was different. her blue eyes. her dimpled cheeks. her green and black hair. her tattoos, her nose piercing that glistened in the light. she didn't smile often, but when she did, it was mostly around me. she protected me, she understood me, she listened to me. she knew i was off limits, she knew i was still healing from my hurt in the past. she knew i was never attracted to somebody like her, but she never gave up. and neither did i. cover : @ukiy0h

High school. Right girl. Excellent student. One day will change everything. Spoil me if you can.

Alexis Ackerman lives a troubled life, surrounded by gang violence and instability. Billie Eilish lives an interesting life of her own, having just started on her path towards worldwide stardom. When the two collide sparks fly immediately, though neither girl is ready to admit it's anything more than lust. ~ AU. Though the names of some characters are the same as people in real life, they are still characters. The actions of said characters do not necessarily reflect the views, personality, or actions of the people they're named after and based around. Contains violence, drug use, drinking, ptsd and anxiety episodes, sex, and strong language Main characters are 18+