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My collection of original song lyrics I've written over the years. Each song captures a moment in my life like a time capsule; the events that occurred and the emotions I felt are strung through every word. These songs tell true stories of love, friendship, pain, and loss. By recording these heartfelt times of my life, I give immortality to these memories. And as time moves forward and I look back on these lyrics, I can see how much I've grown and remember those turning points that have made me who I am today. "𝕭𝖊𝖆𝖚𝖙𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖘 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖕𝖆𝖎𝖓" *Note: These do not come with music because I did not write music to go with them The images used do not belong to me It would mean a lot if you guys comment on each one to let me know what you think :). Thanks so much for taking the time to read them! *Note: DO NOT COPY or redistribute without permission

Funtube, Grimstagram, Fakebook, Tic Tac-Welcome to the hot and happening, all emcompassing world of Social Media where the Criminal turns to a Sage and the Beggar has million dollars under his kitty, where an Idiot can solve complex Mathematics, where the Caucasians appear tanned and olive while a natural brown or wheatish African/Indian graces the covers of fashion magazines in bleached and unnaturally fair tones. This is a place of both the havs and the have-nots. Anushka Roy is an influencer who basks in the cool vibes of the charm that hides behind the flashy world of Social Media, she loves to live life king size and vlogs her culinary sojourns to her virtual family of millions. But is life the way it is manifested? Does the uber cool and posh way of living mask a tainted and tear-strained vagrant wandering aimlessly for a direction? All that glitters is not always gold, is it? Join Anushka's hands and delve deep into her struggles, her trepidations, her indecisiveness that lead her to the path of ultimate realisation. Start date: 13/10/2021 Completion date: 25/10/2021 Cover by the very wonderful @sarcastic-mess aka Sasha Cahil

"Forever, I had stayed silent, closed off, cut by the doldrums of family politics and societal pressures. Buried under biased judgements, I dwarfed to insignificant heights. But, inside the blaze fought to seize power-an inferno. Raging flames fuelled to perfection-burning hot with wrath, scorched by hindered expectations and smothered under unrealized dreams. Beauty and the beast reside together, working in unison. When one sleeps another awakes. Every beauty has a beast, brought alive by a trigger. I was a beauty, but then shit happened. Still, I smile. I laugh. I cook. I sew. I make love. I'm a good girl. But, good girls aren't necessarily good, it's just that they aren't bad in the traditional way. ---------------------------------------------------------- "You will get used to it...just a matter of time", her mother stated. "Every girl goes through this phase." It's easier said than done. For Sreya, the statement failed to shed a warm light, never had. And growing up in Swarupnagar, a suburb in one of the most dead corners of Kolkata didn't contribute much to the situation either. Dreams aren't bound, neither by words nor by limitations. Sreya dreamt for just one thing-get out of the system and create a life of her own. But, not every dream can be fulfilled; even worse, what if they come at a cost? What happens when your past that you skilfully camouflage haunts as your worst nightmare and the institution of marriage that people hold as sacred is rigged at the very core! Set against a backdrop of Metropolitan Kolkata, this tale of lust, ambition, addiction and revenge creates a wild concoction that is sure to leave readers' minds content, fulfilled and craving for more. ---------------------------------------------------------- Disclaimer: MATURE CONTENT Start date: 13/08/2021 End date: 30/9/2021

Kamilla is Armani, a part of a secret community of people with their entirely own culture, city, traditions. But she is also sad. And angry. And rebellious. And too flirtatious and too much of a loner and too depressed. But above all, Kamilla is a disappointment. Until when she suddenly gets kidnapped by an ex-boyfriend, Kamilla learns how dangerous it is to not be a disappoint.

|UNDER HEAVY EDITING | 1 of 27 parts fully edited Eight years ago, a twenty year old girl vanished from her best friend's birthday party at a seemingly luxurious hotel. The whole town of Mattapan looked for her for three weeks but after that.... nothing. They just stopped. No more posters, no more news interviews. Dr. Emilia Gardiner has built her life from scratch but when a mysterious blast from her tragic past resurfaces in Boston threatening to take it all, how far will detective Archer Finn go to save this woman that has stolen his heart from a killer with a personal vendetta against her? When two people with demons fall in love, it does not always go the way they expected and it gets worse when one of them is married.

Do we want to escape the realities of our lives if there were only pleasure and happiness, not horrendous lies? Some say an abundance of darkness is what makes us appreciate a trickle of light. There was meant to be a balance not a pit of chaos in this world of ours. This is the collection of my internal conflicts, the thoughts that overpowered me with the darkest hour where the monsters chased, destroyed and ruined me to the edge of insanity. Fourteen year old me was scared and misunderstood. But eventually, I found my voice in form of words that understood and made me the way I am today. A strong person who can fend off those monsters with blood tinted swords. No more fearful To all the people out there, I acknowledge your presence and understand your feelings. You are surviving the horrors of life. But one day I promise you, It will be all worth it in the end if you believe in yourself.

Well, it's simple. Anika Trivedi decided to let things go by writing what had happened a year ago; at Career Camps. Filled with various feelings, all negative, she tries to keep distracting herself by staying busy. But when lockdown happens, she finds a whole lot of free time in her hand. Armed a new determination, she decides that she will move on. And she loves writing. But will she move on just by writing it down? [ short chapters ]

This was NOT how Lilly had expected her honeymoon to go. Ever since their ship left the shore, she has been feeling dizzy, irritable and nauseous...and what the heck are these strange cravings she keeps having? Her brand-new husband is no help either. Suddenly, stoic, icy billionaire Mr Rikkard Ambrose has turned into a moody, overprotective caveman. Oh well, there's no bad mood that can't be cured by an action-packed adventure in the Wild West, right? Volume 7 of the Storm and Silence series.