de·mure /dəˈmyo͝or/ reserved, modest, and shy (typically used of a woman). "so take me as i am take me for everything replacing who i am with who i'd rather be so take me as i am take me for everything replacing who i am because of you i'm gone for good and that's the truth because of you i'm gone for good, i'll be brand new you can break me down just like you did before because of you i'm gone for good and that's me over and out" in which the girl that makes him feel the most alive; also holds the ticket to his demise.

pyr·rhic /ˈpirik/ (of a victory) won at too great a cost to have been worthwhile for the victor. "with your love, your love i'm a better, better man with your love, your love i'm a better, better man darling, all of my wrongs, they led me right to you wrapped in your arms, i swear i'd die for your love, your love i'm a better, better man thought i'd found the highest of highs you came and topped them all you shine in the dead of the night and i was the first to fall" in which he decided that being lonely was his prerogative, as long as he's lonely with her.

e·phem·er·al /əˈfem(ə)rəl/ lasting for a very short time. "meet me downtown at the dive bar you're the only one that makes me feel alive i can't keep drowning in the shadows you're the only one that matters i don't wanna kill my time with somebody else dancing in the dark 'til the sun comes tangled in the sheets 'til the day's done i don't wanna kill my time with somebody else in a city full of lonely people, i just want you all to myself" in which he'd throw it all away for a moment by her side.

in·ure /əˈn(y)o͝or/ accustom (someone) to something, especially something unpleasant. "every moment spent, i wish i was with you and every night i slept, i dreamt i was with you no matter where you go, you know i'd wait for you i would break and bend, if you wanted me to so you go your way and i'll go mine and if we're meant to, i'll meet you there we can't speed up the hands of time but if we're meant to i'll meet you there" in which he chose to leave her; despite his heart forever beating for her alone. *takes place in 2018*

Izzy has been going through life alone for years. But, when she's introduced to someone she can't live without, everything she's ever known is flipped upside down. The relationship is doomed from the start, but she can't stay away from the arrogant son of a bitch who breaks her time after time. Her heart belongs to him, but he's toxic. ***SEQUEL IS PUBLISHED AND ONGOING*** WARNING: Drug use, violence, mature content, mature language, sexual violence, mental health advisory

[#3 Best Michael Fanfiction 2015 - 5sosxawards] [#3 Best Popular Fanfiction 2015 - 5sosxawards] Casey was a normal 18 year old girl living in Australia with a love for a band called 5 Seconds Of Summer, however her social life seemed to be non-existent, at least it was off the internet. On the internet, Casey was a social butterfly, especially on twitter. She had made so many internet friends, a lot of which she had no idea where about in the world they lived. Casey met this one boy on twitter, the only thing she knew was that his name was Sam, and that she held an affection towards him. However, Sam isn't who she thinks he is, he was actually a boy named Michael Clifford, one of the members of her favourite band. On an account he made to interact with more of his fans, he found the online friendship group 'The Sqwad' who were fans from all over the world who became friends through 5SOS. But with him pretending to be 'Sam' an avid 5SOS fan, will he reveal himself to her? Edited by @innoncentgirl1709

"A love like that was a serious illness, an illness from which you never entirely recover."- Charles Bukowski.

She left suddenly, without a word of explanation. Nearly five years later, Calum runs into his ex-girlfriend Aspen--with her daughter. Their daughter. Luna. Old feelings start burning under years of resentment while establishing a relationship with his daughter, and Calum isn't quite sure what to do. Doesn't know if he forgives Aspen, isn't sure as to why she even left him. He's heartbroken and feels betrayed she never told him about their daughter. But she's got to have a good reason, right? _____________________________________________ All rights reserved.