my suicidal thoughts

~ SBNR ~ Emory Woods lived carefree as the son of the ceo to a multi million dollar company. He had looks, money, time, and freedom. He had it all. Until one day he is forced to marry Kace Leovanni, ceo of a multi billion dollar company for business purposes. The problem is they're both guys and they're both straight. Kace was strict but a playboy when he was in the mood. Not to mention he absolutely hates people invading his private life. How does Kace handle the bubbly and wild spirited Emory trespassing on his territory known as his life and privacy? Or more so, how does Emory handle him? ***warning*** Contains: Man x man smut (sometimes very descriptive) Cursing Drinking physical violence Trauma

Derek Knight has always been Kingsbury's bad boy. But when he's arrested his freshman year of high school, for the murder of Thomas Harding, his reputation goes from bad to worse. After a short three year incarceration in juvenile detention, Derek returns to Kingsbury High to finish his senior year. He's feared by everyone and afraid of no one. When Arabella Masterson, a quiet girl who prefers to blend in, is assigned to tutor Derek for the rest of the school year, Derek finds his hard shell slowly beginning to crack. When Derek brings a little spice to Arabella's world, she finds herself craving more. With issues from Derek's past and his bad boy reputation always getting in the way, can Derek and Arabella somehow fight through it all, or is the relationship they worked to build a means to an end? (This is an updated description for the book edit)

"He fulfilled her deepest desires." On a journey to fulfill the desires spewing inside her, Abigail Bennett finds herself at an anonymous club that looks more like Greek Heaven than a shabby BDSM establishment. It is the perfect place to meet the Greek God that is Preston Trice. He's ruthless, robust, arrogant, and believes he can walk on water. Most of all he's willing to fulfill all of Abigail's fantasies as long as she gives him total control. Drawn to a life she only read about in books and fantasied about in her dreams, Abigail is taken on a sexual awakening that enlightens her entire being. → | completed | → | highest ranking #1 in general fiction | Copyright © 2018 by paudickson. All Rights Reserved. Collared is completed and available on AMAZON for purchase as an ebook or FREE with Kindle Unlimited. You can head over to my profile for the link.

Skye Daevies comes from a small town where nothing really happens. But one day, he gets a call from a recording studio that'd seen him singing online and immediately wanted him to sign a deal. Singing was his passion so he agreed readily and the company moved him out there. But upon coming there he was given to tough looking bodyguards with tattoos and dark skin and foreign accents that the ever so innocent Skye can't seem to erase from his memories. Skye is drawn to them like moth to a flame, but can a moth survive when the shadows come in? Copyright © 2017 by Prince Anonomous (Alexander) All rights reserved.

"I'm the only one that can have you, you belong to me now." He pins my arms to the wall behind me while leaning in. I catch his scent, forest pine. My head feels dizzy as he bites my bottom lip. "But why? I-I'm not, I don't deserve-" "Shut up Calvin and take off your clothes." ------------------------------------------------------- David is a star billionaire of a affluent company, having a very abundant net worth. He has it all, the amber fiery eyes that melts everyone in sight, the strong, chiseled facial features that make even the most blessed weep. He has everything, so he should feel like the most complete man in the world right? Not really. ============== Calvin's soft, sweet, quiet and in shambles whenever he thinks of his looks. Never was man as humbled as he. He let people walk over him since birth (quite literally since he chose to be born a day later since the actual day was a inconvenience to his mother) and could only mutter a small sorry whenever someone would tease him of his weight. Ever since a youngen, he dreamed of someone to accept him for what he looked like, but did he ever think he'd be able to find that? Nope. Maybe these two are the pieces they need to complete the shambled puzzle in their souls. Or maybe not, who knows? ---- All rights reserved.

After a sexy and exhilarating night with a new slave to his dungeon, the master Sadist Sykes is dead set on courting the young man who'd enchanted him. But the young man has some secrets... and Sykes may just be the one asking for mercy when it's all over with. !! Old--needs serious editing !! #110 in LGBT #304 in bxb #234 in manxboy Copyright © 2017 by Prince Anonymous (Alexander) All rights reserved.

*Trigger Warning* These quotes and poems are about depression, self-harm, anxiety, suicide and eat disorder. Some quotes are my own, some quotes are from songs or movies and all other quotes are from places that no one knows on the internet. If you need help or want to talk, you can send a message. And don't forget: Stay strong.