A story in which Peter Parker thinks and says that he's fine, but really isn't. Tony notices. TRIGGER WARNING: Panic attacks and possibly other mental health issues- may include self harm, I'm not sure yet. ON HIATUS- NEW CHAPTERS SOON

For the first time in a long time, Peter hurts himself. He's sure he can keep it to himself, and he's sure that he can deal with it on his own. But can he? ||Depressed Peter Parker Fic|| TW: self harm, suicidality

(Please read the first two books of the series: Lacuna and Hysteria) Peter Parker's life has been hard. And now, with police on his tail and a life he can't rebuild, it's only getting harder. He's on the run, nowhere to live and a new villain on his tail. Sure, he has allies, but his enemies are multiplying faster than a Catholic rabbit. Eunoia seems so far away.

(Sequel to: lacuna || Peter Parker (Spider-Man: Homecoming) It was the war that triggered it. The panic, the attacks, the thoughts. A storm was brewing. A storm that would lead to the fight for his life and everyone he's ever loved. One that he's sure not to walk away from. But all he can do is wait. In hysteria. -=+=- hysteria hɪˈstɪərɪə/Submit noun 1. exaggerated or uncontrollable emotion or excitement. "the anti-Semitic hysteria of the 1890s" synonyms: frenzy, wildness, feverishness, irrationality; More 2. an old-fashioned term for a psychological disorder characterized by conversion of psychological stress into physical symptoms (somatization) or a change in self-awareness (such as a fugue state or selective amnesia).

"Because Mr Stark thought he would be fine. And so did Peter. Peter always ended up fine. Because he had made everyone worried - Aunt May, Ned, Michelle, even Liz. Because he was never good enough for Mr Stark. Because he never will be. And mostly, because he was scared. Because he wasn't alright. Because with every passing hour, minute, second, he was dying. And because Mr Stark had no idea. And neither did he." ... lacuna ləˈkjuːnə/Submit noun 1. an unfilled space; a gap.

Peter isn't the same after the events of homecoming. He covers this up very well however, he does it so well that not even Tony Stark himself can see how broken the kid is. That is until another disaster strikes, and Peter shows his true colors. The colors he tried so hard to cover up and hide. !!TRIGGER WARNING!! -Panic attacks -Self harm -Suicide attempts -Suicidal thoughts Info on updates: Once every few months, I'm not as inspired sorry.