Luke Hemmings was known around as the awkward boy with a crush on Michael Clifford -- the boy who originally came to school as a new student with with a happy aura and a big smile on his face until his world was turned upside down. One afternoon Luke comes home to find a small box on his bed and in that box is a simple flashdrive. He'd thought it had no meaning until he plugged it into his laptop and the image loaded to reveal the face of Michael Clifford -- the boy who committed suicide a week ago. :: ❝ I hope you're ready to hear the story of my life, heh one direction, but more specifically why it ended. Let me tell you my dirty little secret, if you're watching this video, you're one of the thirteen reasons I'm dead. ❞ :: (( This is loosely based of Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher )) ☹☯

four boys with very different stories but the same outcome (trigger warning for the whole book. if you get triggered easily please do not read this. your safety is worth a lot)

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16-year-old Harry has OCD, causing him to have repeated thoughts, feelings, ideas, sensations, obsessions, and behaviors. He thinks he's a freak. There's a new boy at school who disagrees. This boy could be the one to break down Harry's walls, and his name is Louis. **Warnings: Selfharm (PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY SELF HARM), OCD, language.**

All he's ever wanted was his collar bones showing, maybe even a small thigh gap, the abs of a true athlete. Anything that would make him seem more presentable. And during these five months, Louis was determined to reach his goal just in time for their next tour. And that night, as Louis sat crouched down in front of the porcelain toilet bowl, he made a promise to himself. 'I'll reach my goal, ninety-nine pounds...even if it kills me.' [TRIGGER WARNING: contains content of self-harm, bulimia, anorexia, self-hatred, etc. if any of these topics I'll trigger you please do not read. I want to make sure everyone is safe while reading my fanfiction.] Copyright © 2014, w3allshipthebullsh1t on Wattpad

Luke Hemmings. Popular, pretty, smart, sweet..And on top of all of that.. A self-harming, suicidal, depressed, anorexic Nervous, scared, insecure. Everything he hates is himself. But looks are deceiving. And it will take a miracle or a mistake to find out. © Copyright 2015 ChangeFate

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*