I don't love her more than just sex, but why does my heart leap out of my chest when she smiles, or kisses me. I have to tell her that we're just best mates that use each other for relief. Why do I think I'm slowly falling in love, I shouldn't. I don't want to be rejected by her, cause if I do my world will come to a devastating end. Fuck what's wrong with me, I'm fighting with myself in my head, I don't even know who I am anymore. For Pete-sake I need to man up, I'm Zayn Fucking Malik.

Arisha and Zayn's slightly different love story. Rish, short for Arisha, 19 years old, passionately anti-social and ridiculously shy. Zayn as in Zayn Malik, 21 years old, strangely mysterious and abnormally teasing. Will that match work out? ©MCMALIK 2014

She never talked and he wondered why. © MCMALIK

"You've been lonely, you don't even know me, but I can feel you crying." She danced and he saved her. ©MCMALIK 2014

"Dear Ocean, With this message I'm letting you know that I think it's time for me to leave [...]" My whole world breaks down and he was the reason. I still love you. in cooperation with articzjm © MCMALIK 2014

hope [ hohp ] The feeling that what is wanted can be had or that events will turn out for the best: to give up hope.

Self made billionaire Zayn Malik doesn't do monogamy. But once he meets Mila he is immediately intrigued. Her foul mouth and strong will is unlike any woman he's ever met and the sole fact that she's not falling at his feet is enough to make him go insane. With a dark past like his and a troubled one like hers, there isn't much between love and hate. A Zayn Malik x Selena Gomez fan fiction. Mature scenes will occur.

Story Status: [ on going + slow updates ] In which a 18 year old adolescent girl, looks for more than an affair with a 32 year old successful entrepreneur. Highest Rankings: - #2 in Zaylena (NEW) - #1 in freethekinks - #52 in directioners - #7 in Selenators