she was different. her blue eyes. her dimpled cheeks. her green and black hair. her tattoos, her nose piercing that glistened in the light. she didn't smile often, but when she did, it was mostly around me. she protected me, she understood me, she listened to me. she knew i was off limits, she knew i was still healing from my hurt in the past. she knew i was never attracted to somebody like her, but she never gave up. and neither did i. cover : @ukiy0h

when you smile for real, you make me smile FOR REAL. billie eilish x oc completed

[Sequel To Property Of Billie Eilish] Three years ago, Billie disappeared in a fire that should've taken her life. Everyone thought she was dead-except Riley. Grief-stricken and obsessed, Riley has spent every moment since searching for the girl who taught her how to love... and how to burn. When Riley finally finds Billie in a psychiatric institution, alive but unrecognizable, the reunion is anything but romantic. Billie is medicated, erratic, and unreachable. Riley is bitter, broken, and smoking herself into ruin. What follows is a sharp, spiraling descent into obsession, guilt, and fractured loyalty. Riley can't stop visiting. Billie can't decide if she wants her there. And between insecurity, violent outbursts, and long-forgotten secrets from the night of the fire-both girls must face the one question neither of them is ready to answer: Is love still love when it starts to hurt? Insanity is a dark, emotional novel about mental illness, toxic romance, and the blurred line between devotion and destruction.

Alexis Ackerman lives a troubled life, surrounded by gang violence and instability. Billie Eilish lives an interesting life of her own, having just started on her path towards worldwide stardom. When the two collide sparks fly immediately, though neither girl is ready to admit it's anything more than lust. ~ AU. Though the names of some characters are the same as people in real life, they are still characters. The actions of said characters do not necessarily reflect the views, personality, or actions of the people they're named after and based around. Contains violence, drug use, drinking, ptsd and anxiety episodes, sex, and strong language Main characters are 18+

unknown: bro i need my shIT BACK i don't have your shit lol unknown: yes you do just give it back i'm sorry but you have the wrong number ============================== in which alysia, an eighteen year old with a love for photography, receives a text from an unknown number that changes her life. or in which billie, a seventeen year old trying to breakout in the music industry, texts the wrong number. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 1/1/2020 ended: 6/10/2020 ============================== achieved: 🏅#1 in #billieeilish 6/15/2021 🏅#3 in #billie 3/15/2020 🏅#1 in #lesbian 5/15/2020 🏅#1 in #girlxgirl 4/22/2020 🏅#1 in #bisexual 5/9/2020

(This is 5 years old) I'm dyslexic so the spelling is bad Billie Eilish girl x girl

-Sequel to Horns- *Description contains Book 1 spoilers* It's been 2 years since Billie has seen or even heard from Alexis, who practically vanished from Billie's life before she could even process what was happening. Since then her life has become an absolute whirlwind, with her music career really taking off and turning her into a household name all around the globe. At the same time, Alexis has been in prison and eventually witness protection as her court case progressed, until eventually she was allowed back into civilian life on probation. When the two are suddenly thrust back together through pure chance at a dingy dive bar, it doesn't take long for familiar feelings to surface. ~ AU. Though the names of some characters are the same as people in real life, they are still characters. The actions of said characters do not necessarily reflect the views, personality, or actions of the people they're named after and based around.

the rewrite is out; read it instead please :) ============================== "I want you and you want me, so what's the harm, babygirl?" ============================== She was the "bad guy" of the school, if you will. Me, on the other hand, was what you would call a goodie two shoes. But after meeting her, that all changed. I found myself skipping classes for her, trying every possible chance just to even see her. I think she changed me for the worst, but if I was being honest, I didn't mind. ============================== She's rough and tough on the exterior; but on the inside a rare gemstone. ============================== A story in which Billie Eilish does not do music and goes to high school. More info in the book :) ============================== Started: 9/9/2019 Ended: 2/6/2020 ? #9 in #billieeilish 9/14/2019 ? #103 in #lesbian 10/16/2019 ? #2 in #finneasoconnell 10/20/2019 ? #1 in #eilish 11/17/2019 ? #2 in #insta 1/3/2020 ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 1/26/2020 ? #2 in #girlxgirl 10/2/2020

The way the lights shined down on her skin. She glowed. The way she twirled her lollipop around her glossy lips. It made me crazy. The way she slouched back into the couch while sitting man-spread, her eyes suddenly matched with mine. I looked away realizing I was staring. Shit. I could feel her grin at me. she moved the lollipop from her lips to just hanging barely between her fingers as her arm sat up on her knee. What was going through her head? That's all I wanted to know. - achieved #1 under #billie 1/28/2020 - achieved #1 under #billieeilish 2/1/20 - achieved #1 under #eilish 9/2/20 (the beginning of this book was written in 2019 and was my first published book so it's kinda- strange.... but i promise you should keep reading!)