The newest avenger, you had been there for a month, you were the happiest you had ever been - happier than you ever thought you could be. More powerful than most, and using your powers for good. With you on the team the avengers were stronger than ever. But they didn't know you, not really, and they couldn't You still couldn't think, let alone talk about your time with HYDRA, the team knew that's how you got your ice powers but they didn't know the full extent of what you were put through, but they will, soon enough. When things start to slip from your control and old memory's re surface - how will you and your team react? Disclaimers - blood, torture, that kind of stuff, terrible spelling I don't own the characters they belong to marvel (obviously)

Now that Cas is human, some things are a lot harder to do, but it has is plus sides. Feelings, for one thing, are both pleasant and not pleasant, except when they involve Dean. Nor Dean, Cas or Sam know whether Cas will ever get his grace back, and what is going on with Metatron in heaven. Luckily, they get some help from Charlie and a certain other angel. Together, they try to do what's right, and it leads them to doing things they never thought they'd be doing. Word count: 37k