Pretty much self-explanatory. Has spoilers. Will have smut. Slash. Don't like, don't read is the simplest way of life.

Sequel to "Please forgive me, Merlin". Do not read until you have read the previous book! "The arrow?" I ask numbly. "poisoned." Gaius confirms. "Shot by whom?" "That remains to be seen."

Merlin is feeling very under appreciated and is starting to doubt himself. He is very vulnerable at this time. Will Arthur be able to help and bring the light back in his eyes or will it be too late? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Without magic what am I?!" ....... "I'm nobody and always will be." ....... "Am I a monster?"

Merlin was about to leave Arthur's chambers but Arthur stopped him. <<It's too late. Sleep here. >> and so Merlin did. He sat on a chair and he fell asleep. ~Maybe he doesn't want to be alone now. Maybe those wounds have hurt his heart, not just his body.~ ⚠️: incomplete. Highest Ranking-> #1 in MerlinxArthur #384 in Fangirl.

Merlin is attacked and won't tell Arthur anything. Arthur likes Merlin, his hand servant for almost 2 years, it breaks his heart to see Merlin this beat up and hurt. Arthur is trying to do whatever he can to forward his relationship with Merlin, while he tries to find out and understand what happened to his brunette servant. [Please comment and tell me if this is a good story or not, ok? Thanks!]

After Freya's death Merlin thinks he'll never find love again. But he couldn't be more wrong. As Arthur tries to cheer up his manservant they both discover something. Something that can't happen between them, not with Uther as king. Will their love be more powerful than the fear they feel? "We look each other in the eyes. I could drown in his blue eyes. I'm getting closer. My heart is racing. I feel warm. My eyes drops to his lips. I need to kiss him. I feel my stomach upside down. He's coming closer too. We're two inches distant. Slowly I place my lips on his. They're really soft and warm. We kiss. It's a gentle kiss. Our lips are synchronized. I grab his face with my hands, bringing him nearer. We keep kissing and when we move away a thought hits me. This can't happen. If my father finds it out, he will kill him. I don't want to hurt Merlin." Disclaimer: I don't own Merlin, it belongs to the BBC.

Arthur's on a patrol when he finds something he wasn't looking for, but maybe it was something he needed. OFFICIALLY COMPLETED 22K+ WORDS

Merlin and Arthur finally admit their love to each other! But after a drink-filled night out, Arthur does something that Merlin could not forgive. Hi! Just some info you may need: CONTAINS SPOILERS Arthur never dies, Gwen dies instead, contains disturbing scenes. Has rape, smut, depression, self harm. READ AT OWN RISK. DON'T LIKE, DON'T READ.

Arthur and Merlin are in a quest to find a sorcerer. But... Will they find him, or will he find them? And what will happen with their relationship after all?

"why did you never tell me?" "you'd have chopped my head off." ~•~ The Search for the great sorcerer Emrys has begun, and Arthur will stop at nothing until he is found and killed. How was he supposed to know the country boy he met in the lower town was exactly what he was searching for? 41k+ words ~•~ **also available on AO3, my user is FallingFlowers on there