Content Warning: This story contains strong language, implied sexual content, drug references, religious trauma, self-harm, and toxic friendships. disclaimer: English isn't my first language It's messy, raw and unfiltered. Like listening to a 17-year-old's brain spiral. It dives into religious guilt, toxic friendships, self-destruction and desire, all in a voice that's chaotic, dark, and painfully honest. It's not polished, not pretty and soft core. It's completely raw.