!!! this is the sequel to my book "addiction" do not read this if you have not read "addiction" !!! ============================== with billie away on tour, jessie has to learn to cope without billie constantly within her reach. will she fall into old habits, or will she overcome her addiction? ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 11/3/2020 ended: 3/18/2021

girlxgirl *swearing and some smut or whatever *lower case letters are intended achieved #1 in #billie achieved #1 in #bilsexual achieved #1 in #idontwannabeyouanymore

Book 1/3 Billie: "I'm leaving for tour in two days, we've been having these issues and we've tried to fix them. But it's just not working like we need them to." Maddie: "Are you breaking up with-" I cut her off by placing my finger on her mouth Billie: "Don't finish that sentence." I removed my finger from her mouth and sighed. "Look we've tried and it didn't work, you're too busy to come on tour with me which I completely understand. I'm proud of you with everything that you have done." Tears started to escape from my eyes but I quickly wiped them away hoping that she didn't see. "While I'm on tour, away from you for so so so long. I think we should..." I was trying to figure out how to word this. "I just don't think right now is our time. That made no sense oh my god!" I screamed in frustration. *i do not own any pictures used in this book* ----------------------- Started: 06-30-19 Finished: 03-04-20

Senior year, the very last year of high school. Dahlia is determined to make it her best year yet! Nothing but positivity, good memories, and lots of fun! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Doesn't sound realistic but we'll see.

Dahlia is just coming to terms with her sexuality when Billie, the girl who stares too much and keeps popping up everywhere, comes to her school. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ {WARNING: This story contains foul language, mentions of sex, violence, mentions of abuse, mentions of sexual assault, molestation, and rape, and mentions of suicidal thoughts. There are trigger warnings at the beginning of chapters that mention these things!}

I just, kinda... Wish you were gay. 2019 Watty's Award Winner achieved: #1 in billieeilish #1 in girlxgirl #3 in fanfiction #1 in imagines

Book 2/3 Billie: "Shorty, you have to realize that I'm 18, I'm going to be touring for a long ass time and I have a dream that I'm trying to fulfill. You're not going to be able to go on every tour or attend every show, because I have a career and so do you. I don't care even when we're married, I would still want you to choose your career over me. I will always want that, because you deserve to be successful. I will be the last one to fuck up your career and if I do, I will never forgive myself." Maddie: "But what's more important? My happiness or my career." *i do not own any pictures used in this book* Started: 04/09/20 Finished: 03/01/21

[Old ver] The day of Billie Eilish's concert was the day Maddie had found out that her girlfriend had been cheating on her again with another girl. She still went to the concert but broke down in tears in front of Billie backstage. After the whole incident, they become friends. But will it turn into something else? 《Achivments》 #1 in gxglove 11/13/19 #3 in mygirl 12/2/19 #1 in eilish 11/18/19 #1 in lesbianfiction 12/4/19

High school. Right girl. Excellent student. One day will change everything. Spoil me if you can.