(Prequel and eventual sequel to Toying With My Sanity, so go read that first if you already haven't) He was the outcast of his class. Frankly, he didn't mind all that much. He didn't deserve to call them his friends, so he'd just root for them on the sidelines where he belonged. There was one person he couldn't help but feel an almost magnetic attraction to though. One person who he wanted to see smile and get close to above the rest. One person who'd end up feeling nothing but despair for years to come because of him. That person is you.

You were never good at interacting with others, giving them a blank stare or ignoring them completely, the closest thing you've ever felt love was towards your toys. However, that didn't stop you from catching the eye of a certain luckster, who would do anything to see you show any type of emotion.

Sequel to "Trash" (Yandere!Ichimatsu x Reader. I highly recommend you read that book before you read this book! (TRIGGER WARNING!! Self Harm, Suicide, and Murder!) It's been 4 years since they've seen you. It's been 4 years since you ran away. You moved on, but small feelings still linger. He hasn't. He's been looking for you all these years, searching harder than his brothers. A new establishment was opening by Sutabaa. Your boss asked you transfer there. Obviously hesitant, you were about to refuse until he gave you a hefty paycheck. You reluctantly agreed.

You met on the beach. Sitting by the cliff edge, you met each other, both wanting plunge into the salty water and disappear like trash. Little did you know, you had received both a curse and a blessing. (Trigger Warning: Hints of Suicide, Murder, and more)

The final book in my Yandere!Ichimatsu series! Please read "Trash" and "Found" before reading this or nothing will make sense! PLEASE KNOW; THERE WILL BE EVENTUAL SMUT! IF YOU WISH TO SKIP IT, IT WILL BE LABLED. IT IS NOT ESSENTIAL TO THE PLOT BUT WILL BE MENTIONED A FEW TIMES AFTER THE CHAPTER. ... You and Ichimatsu see eachother for the first time in six months. He's different, but old habits linger. Despite the protest of your roommate, you move back to Japan, eager to see him again. The flight didn't go as planned, causing anxiety to rush through Ichimatsu. As you recover, you are shocked to see how much Ichimatsu hasn't changed.