It has been eight whole years since their last concert. They have been replaced by younger and shinier idols now; they aren't who they were before. A chance encounter in a bar aligns the stars of a fallen idol and his fan, bringing them together. And as time moves on to make memories, he begins to truly understand how strong the bond between a fan and her idol is. -- A J.Jk story -- Rankings: #1 in btsjk #14 in JUNGKOOKFF #74 in hobi #86 in tae #141 in ff #7 in joonie #1 in btsidol #1 in btsdrama #1 in gcf

"Despite 7 million colors being visible to the human eye, and 48 of your color pencils available for you to use, why are you only using the black, white, and red ones?" I looked down and tried to think of the answer. I don't know, maybe because black is my dark days lacking you, white is all the emptiness I felt, and red... Is the color of my bleeding conscience. As I don't want to let him down, I kept those answers to myself. And all I said was "You want me to start using other colors too?" "As much as I want you to start opening your heart, to the fact that you have many other people who loves you and cares about you, and that it's not only me." I froze as I am not able to give him an answer to that. I hate lying. But I hated disappointing him even more. started: 08/08/15 completed: 23/06/17