Even if it's just pretend, just pretend. Alana Williams is forced to do a fake PR relationship by her management, but she finds out her fake girlfriend is going to be Billie Eilish, one of her worst enemies. These feelings only are just fake though, right?

mazzie rowan never wanted to go to that party. she wasn't the type-more of an observer than the center of attention. but one wrong drink, one near-mistake, and one cold, magnetic stranger changed everything. billie was supposed to be someone to avoid-dangerous, untouchable, the kind of girl people whispered about. instead, she became the one person mazzie couldn't shake. pulled into billie's world of sharp edges, secrets, and heat that burned too close, mazzie finds herself caught between resistance and surrender. what begins as tension spirals into something deeper, something darker, and something neither of them can control. love, lust, and conflict blur together, and soon mazzie has to decide: is billie her downfall... or the only person who truly sees her?

"𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨." 𝐀 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥, 𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐬.

"i'm in a constant state of ecstasy with you." ============================== two broken souls heal each other. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 4/9/2022 ended: 6/27/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅#3 in #billieeilish 6/20/2022 🏅#5 in #billie 6/20/2022

"Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire. I hold with those who favor fire...She was gone. The girl I had loved was taken by the glowing orange flames that surrounded her. The way the fire danced around her body was the last sight she saw, and with her world ending in fire...so did mine." When Maddy's girlfriend is suddenly murdered after moving across the country, her world is flipped upside down. The 17-year-old's "suicide" shocked the small town of Clearwater... Only Maddy knows it was no suicide. Her girlfriend's murder eats her alive day by day which leads her to try and solve the mystery of her death and bring her the justice she deserves. She moves to the last town her girlfriend was in before someone took her life. There she finds more than she searched for...including a girl with the most bewitching pair of blue eyes. Total Word Count Of Novel: 98,775 ( around 450 pages )

when arabella moves from the polished streets of london to a massachusetts public high school, she expects culture shock. she doesn't expect to be thrown into the glittering, chaotic world of the popular girls-riley, aubrey, lola, and tessa-where designer clothes, juicy rumors, and social survival are everything. caught between fitting in and staying true to herself, arabella's life changes the moment she meets billie: dark, magnetic, and impossible to ignore. billie is obsessed with arabella in a way that's thrilling and a little dangerous, pulling her into a world of smoke-filled band rehearsals, stolen glances, and whispered secrets. from y2k fashion to basement jam sessions, from flirtatious banter to moments that leave her heart pounding, arabella must navigate love, identity, and desire-all while figuring out who she really is in a world that wants her to be someone else. a messy, magnetic, and unforgettable story of first love, obsession, and self-discovery, a mixtape for a rich girl is a wild ride through teenage lust, heartache, and the intoxicating pull of someone you shouldn't want but can't resist.

[Billie Eilish x Female OC // updates weekly] June's breakup was bad enough without the added stress of fleeing to a suspiciously affordable guesthouse nestled halfway down a canyon. She's determined to keep her head down and avoid embarrassing herself in front of the property owner who wrote a carefully worded 'ignore me' addendum into the lease. That rule would be easier to follow if Billie didn't turn out to be nosier, weirder, and a lot more emotionally available than any landlord should be, and if she would stop leaving lemons on June's porch. Soon, "don't talk to the landlord" becomes "don't pet her dog", "don't fall asleep on her lawn", and "don't get used to the way she looks at you like she knows exactly how she'd undo you." In this summery slow burn of a queer romance, independence gives way to intimacy as June learns the difference between running away and starting over. 🥇 #1 in Eilish

Juniper Hayes is seventeen, talented, and standing at the edge of a world she's only just been invited into. Joining the Hit Me Hard And Soft tour as a photographer feels unreal-until she meets Billie Eilish, older, guarded, and everything she shouldn't want. Billie knows the line. Juniper feels it, too. But attraction doesn't care about timing, and the closer they get, the harder it becomes to tell where restraint ends and desire begins.

"She forgot me, and the world remembered her. Now, she's back-to play the role of the girl she left behind."

e•qua•nim•ity mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation "yeah and your ass almost died on me" i chuckled while i pulled jayden closer to my body. "and if i did?" she asked me quietly. "i don't think i would recover" i whispered. "what am i gonna do without my soulmate?" after a horrible car accident, billie and jayden continue to grow their love for each other. billies music career grows surprisingly fast while jayden is right by her the whole way. later through the years, they realize that the both of them aren't going anywhere. not now, not ever. who knew a second chance can lead to all this? TRILOGY to "trouble" and "tranquility"