DISCLAIMER: this book was written and published before the death of jahseh. if you are easily triggered please do not read, thank you. ***MAY CONTAIN OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE, SLURS AND CONTENT*** (my first ever written book so there will be many spelling errors, grammar mistakes and etc.) •highest rank- #9 IN FAN FICTION « first and original xxxtentacion fanfic of a boy moving next door. » #LLJ🕊♥️ fly high baby. COMPLETED.

"I wanted to give him a million reasons to live, even if none of those reasons somehow involved me..." X has led a life full of tragedies and set backs he carries scars and wounds so deep in his heart that love, life, and trust have no meaning. He's always searching for some sort of meaning in his everyday life, aching to fill the void. To calm the voice's in his head. And one day he discovers that what he needs in his life is innocence. And it comes in a form of a girl with a bright smile, pure heart, and shy soul. Her purity, her innocence captivate and make even the most impossible possible. X begins to form a bond, a bond that is tied by fate but the tragedy that shadows over them makes even the brightest fade. (Fair warning: This story just might make you cry)

"You can't save me Liah! No one can!"Jahseh cried as he held the gun on his temple "Jah Baby,please! Don't do this please don't!"I cried "I have no reason to live Liah! So Why not? Hm? Give me one good reason!"He yelled "BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU JAH!"I cried causing his face to soften

sa·dist /ˈsādist/ a person who derives pleasure, especially sexual gratification, from inflicting pain or humiliation on others.

X: Am I crazy to u!! Jahseh look at at me I could tell he been crying and stress.. Me:No ur fuvkin insane I smile and he kiss me..

"And even though we live inside, a dangerously empty life, you always seem to bring me light."

Make sure you read book 1 first. This book is all about the tea, just read and patiently wait for it 🌚🌚

Here is a Fan Fic about X 😘 I hope you enjoy 😉

I kissed the bitch, blood on my lips. holy shit, he scarred the bitch, i grabbed her bra, and tell her she can She can, she can- run, run, run my head....

[ COMPLETED ] in which her ex boyfriend jahseh finds her finsta after they breakup. Things eventually turn into a wild roller coaster.