Youngbin Lee has been the target of school bullying for long enough, and it has started to chip away his last bit of confidence. But during a fateful meeting with Alex Hill, one of the most notorious and unruly students, Youngbin is offered help; Alex could protect him from bullies tormenting him, if Youngbin returned a favour. And just like that, the two enter a fake dating deal. But the unlikely pair begins to harmonise better than expected, and the closer their set dating deadline is approaching, the more complications arise. ***** mlm/bxb, fake dating, slowburn, fluff and angst, pining, friends to lovers, self discovery, two dumbasses and the disaster that is falling in love, or pretending to do so. ***** 🥈Epiphany Awards (in LGBTQ+) 🥇💎Phoenix Awards (in Romance) 🥈Petal Pages Mini Awards (in Best Prologue) 🥉Rose Gold Awards 2025 (in Best Prologue) ***** Started Writing: February 2023 Started Posting: September 2023 Completed: August 2025 Word Count: 226,516 ***** cover: drawn by me

*Must Read Book* If you love YA (18+ Romance/Drama/Suspense/Emotional) ( based on true events ) + exaggerated fiction NSFW 18+ , highly detailed sexual themes (smut) intense and realistic emotional drama Young Adult Book humor involved {Shawn Maxwell wasn't supposed to notice me. The golden boy with secrets stitched into his smile, the one everyone admired but nobody really knew. But secrets have a way of finding each other.} High school is supposed to be simple. But for Shawn, nothing is simple anymore. At first, Taro is just the new kid-annoying, innocent, untouchable. A challenge. Someone to provoke, to tease, maybe even to dismiss. But as days pass, the teasing turns into tension. The tension turns into obsession. What begins as dislike slowly spirals into attachment, then into a raw, consuming love-emotional, messy, and impossible to ignore. Lust, desire, and vulnerability intertwine, forcing Shawn to confront every part of himself he's worked so hard to hide. Taro is new to this world, to trust, but not intimacy... and Shawn knows that every choice, every glance, every heartbeat could ignite something unforgettable-or destroy it completely. A story of high school chaos, stolen moments, emotional upheaval, and a love so fierce it refuses to stay hidden.

Jay Wilson, an 18 year old senior in high school, is just an average guy. His entire life has been a slow series of nothing real happening; no crazy events, no love, nothing. One day in class, Jay has a dream. His visions show him a boy in a light he had never seen before, and something clicks inside him. His dormant sexuality is finally set into motion. So the realization he must be gay is there, but what he didn't expect was to see the same boy from his dream in real life at his school. Christian Tanner has had a crazy life. A distant father that he doesn't feel comfortable talking to makes his inner conflicts so much harder to deal with. That is, until he meets another fantastic guy, the guy of his dreams if you may, Jay. It doesn't take long for the two to hit it off, finding some strange natural connection between them. Running into trouble at school, confessing things they never thought they would, struggling with homophobic people and parents, and everything in between. Jay and Christian's story will not disappoint readers. ♡

Harman and Jay were never supposed to be anything more than rivals.. Harman, the golden boy football captain, and Jay, the cocky, brilliant star swimmer. But one reckless kiss at a party changes everything. Now, they share a secret.. a dangerous, addictive pattern of stolen moments and breathless encounters in empty classrooms and locker rooms. By day, they pretend nothing's changed. By night, they can't stay away. But secrets don't stay hidden forever. And the more they fall, the harder it becomes to deny the truth. Because this isn't just a game anymore. Story is for mature audience only. All the characters in the story are 18+.

Ian has always had one goal and one goal only-to get drafted for the National Hockey League. Nothing has ever thrown him off course from this, except for one boy from his past that knows things about him that rarely sees the light anymore. Finn has never liked hockey. The only reason he joined the team was to look at cute guys, start some fights on the ice (because it looked fun), and to obviously, get a cute hockey butt like all the other guys on the team. When Ian gets tasked with training Finn so that they can actually be a decent team and get to nationals this year, their bond grows strangely close. The only problem is, Ian promised himself he'd never fall in love again, and ends up breaking the one rule he set for himself. Finn on the other hand, doesn't have much interest in dating. He likes having fun, flirting with people without any strings. When Finn finds himself slipping into feelings for Ian, it leaves him questioning everything he thought he knew about himself, dragging Ian down with him in the process. And through all that, they somehow still need to win nationals. ***

Sunny has a unique power, one that got him thrown in prison when he was only a child. Now, after years spent in isolation, he's escaped and become one of the city's most feared villains. Working under Monarch, a villain organization rapidly becoming the greatest threat Solace International has seen since the fall of the first hero society, isn't too bad. As long as he ignores the general constant death and fear, the day job and peaceful life Sunny built make his night obligations worth it. Unfortunately, Monarch's recent actions have drawn the attention of Solace's top heroes. One of which being: Clover. Solace's golden boy hero is charming, beloved, impossibly lucky, and far too interested in Sunny for his liking. No big deal, though. Not like any of that affects him. Sunny's there to clock in and clock out, the end. That is, until something entirely foreign gets involved: Touch. [] [] [] [STANDALONE sequel/spinoff that takes place after the events of ZERO. You do not need to read ZERO to read this] [WARNINGS: death. Like a lot of death and some gore, also smut]

Astren City, and all surrounding area, have the highest crime rate in the northern part of the country. Dozens of crime families constantly trying to take the throne, as well as corruption lurking around every corner, do not aid in that fact at all. Salem Heart's father, Jack Heart, happens to be the Astren City Chief of Police, a title which holds a lot of weight and a rank that claims even more power. He's well respected, and amazing at his job. That said, greatness is expected of Salem as well. Of course that isn't a problem, Salem will always be loyal to the law. He was raised by it, and upholding it is his future career aspiration. He thinks he has his life figured out. The fact that his ex-boyfriend comes from a notorious crime family, and has been arrested several times by Jack's own department, doesn't matter. Salem's passed that, he's over Atlas Marino and he always will be. He will ignore that scratch in his record, and cover it up with his success. Salem is offered a job to help with an investigation that could benefit his future career astronomically. He thinks it's a win-win situation, he gets the recognition he desires, and the streets will be that much safer. It's all black and white to him, easy to understand. He likes the order, and he craves the accomplishment of defeating bad with good. It's all black and white. Until he gets caught in the grey. [] [] [] [¡¡WARNINGS!! uhhhmmmm the usual smut and swearing but there is also gonna be blood and violence and gore. there is a time skip (3 1/2 yrs) for part 2 also slight spoiler but in case it matters the love interest is morally grey/corrupt] [¡¡TRIGGER WARNINGS!! depictions/mentions of several serious topics, most not in detail (sexual assault, mental illness, drugs, etc.) this will all be primarily in part 2] [[THIS BOOK IS 270K WORDS, IT IS SPLIT IN 2 PARTS AND IS THE LENGTH OF TWO BOOKS]] Now available as a paperback on amazon!

[BOOK FOUR] Leo Morelli has a reputation. He's a heartbreaker. It's chronic. Felix Finley had a reputation. A less fun one. He left it behind. He wants it to stay buried forever. Only when he joins the national volleyball team, old secrets get a little difficult to keep. Felix and Leo have met before. They have history. It's complicated. There's something brewing between them. There has been for a while. Tension. It's palpable. Unavoidable. However, neither of them do feelings. One thinks they're a waste of time, and the other thinks feelings ruin everything. The problem is, feelings don't care about what anyone wants. They happen anyway, and when they do, things get messy.

Two powerful bloodlines, a billion-dollar merger, and a marriage that was never meant to be more than a footnote until destiny and choice collide. Leo Calder only looked away for a single second... ended up with a husband. The agony of a world where feelings are liabilities and trust is a luxury. Kai Mercer is exactly what the headlines claim: cold, calculated, and completely unreadable behind a perfectly tailored suit. He controls the boardroom with an iron fist. While Leo, on the other hand, is the wild card-untamed and views the concept of being "controlled" as a personal insult. Forced into a high-stakes game of playing house, they enter married life completely unprepared for the chaos ahead, barely ready to survive the hostile takeover of their own lives. Their only job: Don't kill each other. But the only question left is, who breaks first? ------------------------- ⭐ Arranged marriage, slow burn, 2 opposite personalities and lot of chaos ahead

Oakwell Abbey is a school for the rich and proper. Quinn Harvey is neither. And yet, through some miracle, Quinn manages to get a scholarship for England's most prestigious boarding school. But Oakwell doesn't go easy on him. Now, he's on his own; his support systems are gone, he's forced to adapt to the schools rules and expectations, students and staff alike make sure he feels like the outsider he is. Out of all the new faces Quinn encounters, there is one that sticks out in particular. And if there's one thing he doesn't need at all right now, it's a boy that makes him feel too many conflicting emotions. ***** mlm/bxb, rivals to lovers, slowburn, boarding school setting, coming of age - a story about expectations, toxic relationships, mental health, and the struggle of being yourself ***** Started Writing: September 2024 Started Posting: January 2025 Updated every now and then for sure? ***** cover: drawn by me