he is perfect, he is the one i need. the one i desire... but he thinks that existing is too tiring. in which kuroo falls for his next door neighbour. tw!! mentions of self harm, suicide, eating disorders, mental illnesses. first book in the -cal series ©️hqheaven 2016

he just wanted to escape time

"How can you save someone when you can't even save yourself?"

oikawa tooru isn't the best. but he wants to be. he wants to be untouchable. he wants to be the epitome of perfection. he wants to be golden. and he figures, if he can convince himself he IS the best, he will be. and so, he does. he builds upwards, his pride a tower of accomplishments. he builds and he builds and he builds. he builds until he's high on his own ego, towering above everyone else. but oikawa forgot to ask himself something vital. what do you do when you're so high up the only way to go is down? {iwaoi fic} warning: strong language

Oikawa doesn't love him anymore, but Iwaizumi tries to make it work. Somehow.

TW // ⚠️ : This story contains themes such as ; - hospitals - illness - abandonment - death ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴡᴏᴇs, ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛᴇᴀʀs. ʜᴇᴀᴠʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴜʀᴅᴇɴsᴏᴍᴇ. ... ғᴏʀᴇ ᴀ ʟᴇᴀᴅᴇɴᴇᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴇɴᴄᴜᴍʙᴇʀs ᴀ ʟɪᴋᴇɴᴇss ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜʟ. ᴛʜᴇsᴇ sᴘʀɪᴛᴇs, ᴏғ ғᴀɴᴄʏ, sᴘᴀᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴄᴏʟʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ᴀ ᴍᴀɴ ʙᴀᴛʜᴇᴅ ɪɴ ʀᴜᴇ. ʏᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀᴡᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪɴsᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴀʟᴇ ᴏғ ғʟᴏᴡᴇʀs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴄʜᴇʀʀʏ ʜᴜᴇ. [ ll ] :: Story was originally completed: 02/26/2016 :: A/N: I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS HIGHLY FREAKING UNDER QUALIFIED ,I GUESS YOU COULD CALL IT, SO I'M GOING TO BE EDITING AND MOST LIKELY ADDING IN SOME STUFF CAUSE I KNOW THIS MADE NO DARN SENSE. [II]