he is perfect, he is the one i need. the one i desire... but he thinks that existing is too tiring. in which kuroo falls for his next door neighbour. tw!! mentions of self harm, suicide, eating disorders, mental illnesses. first book in the -cal series ©️hqheaven 2016
oikawa tooru isn't the best. but he wants to be. he wants to be untouchable. he wants to be the epitome of perfection. he wants to be golden. and he figures, if he can convince himself he IS the best, he will be. and so, he does. he builds upwards, his pride a tower of accomplishments. he builds and he builds a...
Oikawa doesn't love him anymore, but Iwaizumi tries to make it work. Somehow.
TW // ⚠️ : This story contains themes such as ; - hospitals - illness - abandonment - death ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴡᴏᴇs, ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛᴇᴀʀs. ʜᴇᴀᴠʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴜʀᴅᴇɴsᴏᴍᴇ. ... ғᴏʀᴇ ᴀ ʟᴇᴀᴅᴇɴᴇᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴇɴᴄᴜᴍʙᴇʀs ᴀ ʟɪᴋᴇɴᴇss ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜʟ. ᴛʜᴇsᴇ sᴘʀɪᴛᴇs, ᴏғ ғᴀɴᴄʏ, sᴘᴀᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴄᴏʟʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ᴀ ᴍᴀɴ ʙᴀᴛʜᴇᴅ ɪɴ ʀᴜᴇ. ʏᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀᴡᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪɴsᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴀʟᴇ ᴏғ...
