Credit for the idea of this book goes to JOHN GREEN. HE IS AMAZING. NOW READ HIS BOOKS. This is just my attempt at writing it. Anna is living in California with her one eyed mom, and her hamster, Sisyphus. She has recently been diagnosed with a rare blood cancer. Then, in walks the Dutch Tulip Man.... but is he who he seems? Anna is counting the days to her death... Someday, I really hope that John Green writes this book, but for now, I will satisfy myself with my own silly writing. *** Not exactly updated daily. If I feel inspired, then it will be updated. If not.. I don't want to rush myself***

So a week after Augustus Waters died I couldn't continue. It was all getting to much. My mom took me to a therapist to "help forget". It only made me think of him more and more. About how I could have stopped him from driving away in his car to get his cigarets. I could have been there sooner. Heaven knows that I won't be around for much longer. I have crated a little barrier of people who can talk to me, so I lower the depression in lives. I only text my parents and talk to my doctor. My mom still believes that I deserve a life. But I don't have a life. I have cancer. I would prefer no life at this point. Many may not know this but before I met Gus... I almost to a kill pill. I've seriously thought about a rope or another pill these past few minutes. And yesterday I almost drove off the rode, but there was a police car in front of me.

📝 بقلم: ريما عباس روايات أخرى للكاتبة: - القلب الازرق - حبيبه الشهيد - بعد الغياب - انا واختي

روايتي الاولى / أحببتك يوماً ....! روايتي تتحدث عن الحب الرومانسية والخيانه والانانيه والخ ......... ! ابطال القصه : عائله الجد نواف و( ساره) الزوجه الاولى ابنائها ....! عائله ابو نواف : ١- سعد وهوا الأب (ساره ) وهي الزوجه " نايف ونواف(توائم ) ، صمود وراما (توائم ) وجوهره ٢- عائله ابو تركي : جاسم وهوا الأب (نوره ) وهي الزوجه " نوف وتركي وجدان ٣- عائله ابو احمد : عبدالعزيز وهو الأب (صيته ) وهي الزوجه " احمد وتولين ٤- فهد اعزب مو متزوج _____________________________________________ عائله الجد نواف و(فاطمه ) الزوجه الثانيه ابنائها ....! ١- عائله ابو علي : احمد هوا الاب ( سميه ) هي الزوجه " علي وساره ....' ٢- عائله ابو لؤي : عبدالله هوا الأب ( لوجين ) هي الزوجه " كيان ولؤي عبير...' ٣- عائله ابو مشاري : محمد هوا الأب (خلود ) هي الزوجه " مشاري احمد ( متوفي ) ومها ...' ترقبو الجزء الاول في الليل بمشيئة الله بعد الساعه ١٢