There was a circus. It was a small traveling circus. But one performer in general was a clown girl. Laughing Jess. She was the colorful clown that everyone thought was the star act. That is until they start to think clowns are overrated dull and boring. Then everything changes.

Because of Virgil, Thomas lost the role in a show he auditioned for. Roman and Logan convince Thomas to start taking anxiety medication to reign him in but what they don't know is how badly it will affect him... WARNINGS ⚠️ Strong language, eating disorder and self harm, please do not read if you are easily triggered by these things, I will try my best to put warnings before parts that contain anything seriously triggering but I highly suggest not reading unless you know you'll be okay with it Anxiety pills are portrayed as harmful in this for the sake of the story but in real life they are not. Please if you have severe anxiety, take the proper medication to help you. It helps so many people through their daily lives and is not actually bad for you. I love all of you so much so take care of yourselves Enjoy the story!

-Highest #616 in Fanfiction- 3.10.18 Mistake 1: Thomas makes a group chat. Mistake 2: He puts his sides in it. (Completed)

| Book 3 in the Sanders Series: Logic | 'He told himself dreams were for children because in a world like this, dreams were what got you killed.' || COMPLETED ||

| Book 1 in the Sanders Series: Anxiety | 'If he was drowning, he'd just have to learn how to swim. Even if he was tempted to let himself go under.' ! PLEASE DO NOT COMMENT ABOUT DECEIT, THIS WAS BEFORE HIS TIME ! ! PRE-'ACCEPTING ANXIETY' ! || COMPLETED ||

[COMPLETED] "Logan, please don't do this. I'm so sorry, I truly am," Patton whispered. "I - I love you, please let that be enough." "I wish it was," Logan whispered back, taking a deep breath. "Turn around." "No!" Virgil protested, gripping the door handle tightly enough to make his knuckles turn white in desperation. "Virgil..." Virgil was trembling now, but he made sure to keep eye-contact with Logan. "No! I won't let you do this!" "Please..." "I won't!" "Please turn around, I have heart enough to not want you to watch." __________ Soulmate AU where your soulmates name appears on your wrist at twilight on your 25th birthday Start: 01-24-19 Final: 05-06-19

High school is easy to breeze through as long as you know the rules. You conform to the role you're given from day one, you stay within your group and as long as you don't change against your label life is great. Mind, things don't always go to plan and the role we were assigned can be gone in an instant. It no longer belongs to us. Everything simply flips. And that mask? That one you spent so long building on? The one that protected you from everyday horrors? It becomes useless. Disclaimer: the plot line and story is my own however the Sanders Sides belongs to Thomas Sanders on YouTube