Amanda is a well established young lady who has conquered all life's obstacles along her journey. She has learned to accept and live with the outcomes of her past experiences because despite the fact that her past broke her but something great came out of it. What happens when the same thing that brought her pain becomes the same thing that heals her? What happens when the same reason why she doesn't believe in love happens to be the same reason she second guesses her decisions? Is this love? Journey with me as i take you through Amanda's life❤

*Category : Thriller|Action|Mystery|Romance.* *MatureContent. 18+ Only.* A/N: Trigger Warning PLEASE NOTE: CURRENTLY EDITING, ADDING AND FINISHING THE BOOK, PLEASE COME BACK IN 60 DAYS (15th June 2023) Excerpt: Intoxicating. That one word is my undoing. Dangerous. That one word describes you the best. Opposite. That one word is how I would describe us. Delicious. Your lips. Your smile. The colour white on you. Attraction. Something so strong I am afraid it will break me one day. Scared. Because I can't control what I feel about you. Jealousy. I am so selfish when I am with you. Broken. It is what I feel when you are not around. Constant. You. You are my undoing, Rage. I will forever remember you as the one and only person who can so easily and seamlessly break me into pieces with just one look. I built a perfect world here, right under your nose. A country under your thumb, at your beck and call. A country so shit-scared of the mere sight of you that they can't even call you by your real name. Because when they look you in the eye... all they see is rage. Born in a family run by drug peddlers, daughter of a drug lord... it's seriously laughable how easily I sneaked into your country right under your nose. And you didn't even know. And then you noticed me... Piece by piece I came apart, right at your feet. So easily breakable that all this time, I lived in a delusion... That nothing could ever touch me. And yet you did, Rage. I know, I know. I know, I belong to you... But here is a thing, Rage. I OWN you. *** • Start Date: 12th August, 2016.

My name is Yanda Mkhize. I never had an easy childhood. Every time I thought things were getting better, it seems they only got worse. I met this amazing guy Musa Ndaba whom I was certain would be my happily ever after but little did I know that him being in my life would result in more misery than happiness.