She has have Fallen for her bully who's been bullying her since elementary school she wants to open up to him but don't know how because it's her bully usually people don't have crushes on their bully but this one does.
bi·po·lar dis·or·der
nounPSYCHIATRY
a mental condition marked by alternating periods of elation and depression.
tox·ic
/ˈtäksik/
adjective: toxic
very bad, unpleasant, or harmful.
"a toxic relationship"