I write poetry to try to cope with my emotions and find a path forward. Here are some poems I wrote when I needed to figure things out.

The complete, fully edited version is available on Amazon. Highest Rank: #1 in Dark Romance and #1 in Mental Abuse WARNING: NTL was #1 in Dark Romance and Mental Abuse for a reason. If you're looking for a gentle love story, this isn't it! Fear is a wave, O'Connell, you need to learn to ride it... Billionaire hotel mogul Alfie Tell loves a challenge, and Lola O'Connell puts up one hell of a fight. Cold and conceited, Alfie is everything down-to-Earth Lola despises, but he's a determined man. Bruised from a lifetime of loss, Lola does everything she can to keep her feelings at bay but glimpses of a dark past behind Alfie's cold exterior intrigue her. An aspiring garden designer, Lola's work thrusts her into Alfie Tell's presence as she takes on a project at his newest hotel. Unable to escape his seductions, she finds herself falling fast and hard, despite every warning sign that this man can't be trusted with her heart. Afraid of losing the one woman who has ever meant anything to him, Alfie employs every tactic he can to keep her. Manipulation, control, possession and lies consume them. Soon, their heated romance becomes a toxic infatuation that drags both of their demons to the surface and threatens to shatter them both... (This story was previously titled Loving Lola.) *Featured on Wattpads "Dangerous Love" Reading List 05/09/20 *Second Place in the The Sass Awards *Second Place in The Discovery Awards *Second Place in The Solstice Awards (This is a sample. The rest of the story is currently available of Radish.)

Athena (Book 1 in the Forbidden Series.) The moon honours her children with a part of herself every few 100 years. A tiny piece of her soul. A gift that is to be treasured and protected. A sheer. But what happens when the line between love and hate is crossed. When pleasure turns into pain. And lust turns into greed an obsession. They were taught to never go against the Moon. But one did. An now She demands retribution. After the death of her parents Athena moves to a small town where she hopes to start a new life hoping to leave the grief behind. She meets Melissa and Grace the same day and the trio clicks instantly. They offer her a place to stay and she accepts eagerly. For a year life was good and she finally started to feel like they were a real family. One fated day on their way to the diner were all three of them work ships are seen in the sky. "Invaded by Aliens" Words heard on the television earlier that morning. Taken and shoved into a world full of paranormal creatures she has no choice but to comply. Fear : A feeling, emotion that she has never been familiar with becomes her constant companion. Fear for her, for Grace and all the other females that were taken. See monsters don't only come out at night. They don't have ugly deformed faces. They don't hide beneath your bed or in your closet. They are all around us. How to spot one? Simple: Just look in the mirror. We are all capable of being monsters, Some of us just choose not to be. But my monster has a name: Toraq He takes what he want when he wants. He is the definition of strength and power. He is Alpha, and the only thing standing between him and preventing the extinction of his people is Athena. But what happens when he takes too much? Warning: This book will be dark. Not for the faint hearted.

She was a mistake. Something that should've been killed at birth, yet her kin spared her. But mercy isn't always the kindest gift to bestow upon one. Eden was a child born in the depths of night, her arrival lit by no moon, the worst omen in her culture. After the untimely death of her parents, she was sent to reside within her aunt's northern territory. There she will face the hardships of a false born wolf and learn what it means to be true with herself. Lessons will be taught, blood will be spilled, and lives will forever be altered. Mature scenes - viewer discretion advised.

[COMPLETED] After being almost killed by a hunter, Amelia meets the werewolves who saved her life, and now they have some life-changing news for her. ***** Amelia Harvele was a part of the Human Race Preservation Community, an anti-werewolf extremist cult. Not by choice though, given that she didn't even believe in the existence of the creatures. Her beliefs, however, change when her life is on the line and a werewolf saves her. Her mother - the cult's leader - was right about them, but what else is true? Between not knowing who to trust or the next step to follow, the pack have some life-changing news about her. But the path to understand the truth about the creatures and about herself may be more difficult than she could have predicted. ** Content and/or Trigger Warning: this story contains mention of emocional abuse, trauma, death, description of death and blood. [[word count: 35,000 - 40,000 words]]

(Completed✔) He was her everything. Until he broke her beyond repair. Until he ruined her.... She was his everything. Until she betrayed him. Until she turned him into a monster.... *3rd place winner of The Writer's Oscar 2019 *Runners up of the Creativity Awards

Death is immortality. Death is your second chance. Velian Terrashine belongs to a classless society of equality, art and democracy; a land full of creativity and mindfulness. It is in that perfect political system that one wrong movement, one careless mistake can cost her her life. Bound to live in disguise for fear of being executed for something she had no control over, the night of the Summer Festival she comes across another lethal secret that can change not only her life, but also the future of an unknown - to her world - kingdom. It is only when she ends up in the Gap World, a place between Heaven and Hell, that she realizes that someone can be truly and deeply alive even in a place of death and rain. highatmidnight | 2019 BOOK ONE All Rights Reserved

"To play the pawns well; they are the soul of chess: it is they which uniquely determine the attack and the defense, and on their good or bad arrangement depends entirely on the winning or losing of the game." - François-André Danican Philidor They say the weakest piece in the game of chess is the pawn. Smallest in size, lowest in rank and value. "Many take pawns for granted," she said, "they see it as pieces easily manipulated, but what they don't realize is, pawns can be anything... even a Queen." "Checkmate, Alpha." They believed she was chosen by the Moon, but she preferred the word cursed, bound to serve until her debts were paid. He was said to be blessed amongst all of his kind, but he was cunning and ruthless. One move can surely change the course of the game.

★Featured in Official Wattpad Myths and Legends profile; The Olympians: Greek Mythology★ ★Featured in Official Wattpad Romance profile; New Adult Romance★ ★Featured in Official Wattpad StoriesUndiscovered profile; Garnet★ ★Featured in Official Wattpad Finding Love profile; Romance★ His hands settled at her waist, drew her in closer, fitting softness to strength. "I'll always protect you-" he rested his forehead leaning against hers. "No matter what comes our way." Persephone is the goddess of spring. Hades is the god of the dead; he's dark, mysterious and sinfully attractive. When Persephone is pursued by Hades she wants to stay in the comforts of her garden, but also deeply desires to explore the searing tension between them. Our beautiful maiden seems to be more interested in; where his heated touch will explore next, when his skillful mouth will sweep her off her feet, and when his wicked crimson gaze will make her fall in love with him.