!!MAY INCLUDE TRIGGERING CONTENT!! Eddie is a nerd and doesn't have any friends. Richie is the bully and is friends with Henry Bowers and bullys Eddie. Untill one day he has a dream about Eddie and wakes up with the crushies for Ed's. And Richie has to figure out if he is gay or not and if he is to NOT let Henry find out. Then Eddie has a dream about Richie too and like Richie wakes up with the crushies. Everyone already knows that Eddie is gay but what will they do now that they like each other?? Read to find out!!

1 year after ITs attack, the losers could not be closer. After a sleepover and a event between Richie and Eddie, nothing is the same . 3 years later Richie and Eddie start to reconnect and old feelings come up. Will something new arise? Or will feelings fizzle out? (in this fan fic, the boys and Bev all remember what happened with IT instead of forgetting.)!

"No Eddie, wait! I'm sorry!" He runs after me, I halt in my tracks. He just said sorry to me?! This kid never says sorry to anyone, not even as a joke.

"You can't like him, you just can't!" "I know. It's wrong, but it's how I feel and I can't freaking control that." We've all heard the phrase 'The heart wants what it wants' or 'You can't control how you feel', and according to Nate, his life is just an example of that. (#5 General Fiction)

"Honey, if you really want to kill yourself, you'll need to try harder than that." "?!" "Who...! Who are you?! And what do you mean?" "I mean, you'll need to press that knife harder until the blood cannot stop flowing and creates a river of red." ____________________________________ In which a boy attempts to take his life, only to be stopped by Death. written in dialogue. Copyright2016©PointTrueNorth