It's been a while since I wrote a treebros soulmate au.you can thank CloudFlash55 for this one,they wrote me a good plot that I will show right now: So in this au you can only see color after you've touched your soulmate once.Evan hasn't found his yet,and he's on his senior year of high school.you normally find your soulmate when you're 18,and since Evan hasn't found his yet:he gets bullied a lot because of it.so one day Evan is on Instagram looking at pictures of trees when he stumbles across this account,it had a nice picture of a tree he didn't recognize so he decided to dm the person.his name is Connor Murphy,they become good friends and get to know each other.the only problem is,Evan lives in Texas while Connor lives in Norway. I'm not gonna show the rest because...spoilers,so yeah.

"You know Connor, you look great in black, but i like you better in red." {} Evan is has social anxiety and is dealing with suicidal thoughts. Connor is dealing with a self harm and drug addiction while also having suicidal thoughts. The world is dark, pitch black even, but maybe they could find a small glow of light in each other.

Connor's addicted to nicotine. Jared's addicted to Connor. [tw; strong language, slurs (not in a racial sense), bullying, cigarettes, drug use, self harm, thoughts of suicide/mentions of the ideation] {nov. '18 ratings: #37 in #dearevanhansen #7 in #stigma #39 in #lgbtpride} {dec. '18 ratings: #61 in #dearevanhansen #1 in #conman #1 in #kleinphy!}

'I am so sorry...' 'I'm so glad...' 'I'm here for you...' Does he really mean all of that? ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Evan Hansen receives an email from Connor Murphy, who just needs someone to talk to about his depression and his coping methods. Connor goes by "C" and Evan goes by "E." Meanwhile at school, Connor is unknowingly picking on his internet best friend, and enemy of sorts, Evan. How will the two react if/when their internet personas meet their real ones in person? Warnings: some mentions of suicide and self harm, use of drugs/alcohol, some swearing

Evan Hansen is finally about to go out with his dream girl, Zoe Murphy. When he's stood up, a guy named Connor swoops in so Evan isn't humiliated. They become friends, and that escalated quickly. Zoe is furious, so she tries to get back at Evan and Connor. - T/W: mentions of drugs, suicide and depression, anxiety, self harm

"woah hansen, breathe." evan struggled for air, attempting to focus only on what the boy knelt in front of him was saying. he let out a strangled sob and his eyes clouded with tears, he could no longer see connor but he could feel the boys grip wrapped around his forearms. he channelled all his thoughts to that contact between him and connor, and began to find a steady breathing pattern to follow. deep breath in, 1-2-3-4, and out, 1-2-3-4. 'don't pass out, evan, don't pass out', he told himself. in, 1-2-3-4, out, 1-2-3-4. and before long, he was back, connor searching his eyes for some kind of sign that the attack was over, his face etched with concern. "that's it, just breathe." - lowercase intended. read the first chapter for triggers and other notes💗

I told you I would do it- I don't really have an upload schedule I just...post when I remember to...

"If we survive this, I'll give you a life worth living, even if I can't give myself that." Evan Hansen? Anxiety disorder. Never really thinks about how often he has panic attacks but it's just about daily. Connor Murphy? Severe depression and anger issues. Self harms too. Throws things without thinking, aims for people who never did anything. Some call him a murder in the waiting. They're watching eachother kill them self one baby step at a time from their self destructive tendencies, just waiting for it to stop; for them to get help, but that day might never arrive *heavy self harm, abuse, strong language and overall unhealthy relationship indication and description, if you're easily upset this is really not for you.*

NOT MINE!!! I don't own this story; all credit goes to the original author SoloChaos on ao3 Trigger warning: suicide/sexual abuse/mature content Make sure you have some tissues....

Evan Hansen was born with a sixth sense that caused him to be able to feel anyone else's emotions. As he grew up, it was relevant and constantly used, considering he was unable to control it; though, when the sense became easier to control, he disregarded it, wanting to be as normal as possible. Nonetheless, that power brought him to saving a boy's life. One that he would soon desire to spend his life with.