Izaya is sick and Shizuo is just finding out (first Shizaya fanfic *don't judge*) ((I am physically incapable of writing smut, so have some of the fluffy stuff!!)) Disclaimer: I own none of the characters!! *sad face* Also the story's finished, just in case you were wondering :P {thank u guys for all the comments and votes!!! ily<3}

"Izaya, t-there's something wrong with that child..." It's true, he wasn't normal from the start. Orihara Izaya is a problem child at a very young age. Therefore he was put into an asylum. Izaya doesn't particularly care if he's put in one or not, ass long as he's able to keep sane. And only Heiwajima Shizuo can help him. The only problem is why is Izaya in an asylum? Because he kills, he kills for fun. Why does he kill? Because he loves humans . . . (DISCLAIMER: I don't own Durarara and the photos I used for the cover)

For the first time ever Shizuo tells off a certain information broker instead of killing him, the bodyguard goes home thinking his harsh words had no effect on Izaya. How wrong he was.

Izaya is haunted by panic attacks, nightmares, and mental and physical illness. What will happen when Shizuo is the only one who seems to be able to cure him?

Based after Durarara!! x2 Episode 12 After what Shizuo heard on the news, he couldn't believe what happened. When he heard it, his heart dropped. He just realized, did he actually love the person he hated for so long?

When Izaya becomes and self harming alcoholic, will Shizuo set aside his pride to help him? Or will he give up on a Bipolar depressed Izaya?

Izaya Orihara and Shizou Heiwajima have been fighting to the death ever since they first met. However, what happens when Izaya's deepest darkest secret somehow gets told to the monster? (Sorry I suck at these little things. I hope you enjoy the story! Feedback is always appreciated. Loves you all! ♡ Warning!! Contains some self harm and very very triggering topics. Please be warned!!)

When Izaya wakes up one morning after feeling increasingly more irritable day by day and decides theres nothing left for him, he does the only thing he can; he attempts suicide. (My graceful return to the Shizaya scene after 3 years &lt;3)

{TBH probably sounds like basic sad Shizaya shit} Izaya Orihara hadn't been seen in months which had really put Shizuo in a good place until one rainy night he stumbles upon Izaya, going to confront him he realizes things are not what they seem.

When Izaya passes out at Shinras house Shinra becomes concerned and calls Shizuo to look after him, because no one wants to mess with Shizuo. What will happen when they uncover the truth about Izaya? Trigger warnings Self harm Violence Strong language