⚠️ WARNING ⚠️: Suicide, self-harm, anxiety, etc. What if, in the anime Blue Exorcist, Rin Okumura were to give into depression? What if he were to have had it since he was little? How would things change? Find out in this fanfiction! I don't own anything from the Blue Exorcist series. Update: I no longer use Wattpad, but AO3! I am currently rewriting this on there. Visit the last chapter for links :)

welp... updates when I want to type cuz I wrote the one-shots in my notebook in adavanced. enjoy!! Also... this is so hard for me to write Disclaimer: I dont own blue exorcist

-THIS IS FROM 2015-2016- Everyone in the Academy knows that Rin is the son of satan. With his inherited blue flames, pointy ears and black tail. All his friends have stopped talking to him, nicely atleast. Even his own brother has done the same, even though he knew.. he always knew (Tokyo ghoul reference) He still has people who love him like Shura, Kuro, Ukobach, Izumo, and the guys at the monistary. But can they heal the wounds that his friends and only family have cut into him? He is at his breaking point. Hidden behind a mask... a mask that is cracking. - Quick note about the cover, the username on there is my old one but I did fix the cover it just won't upload and I know how to fix it but I just don't feel like fixing it because I'm a lazy ass. This won't turn out like you expect it to! Rin doesn't commit suicide.. Too many books on that for my liking

What happens after Rin Okumura loses all control during his battle with Amianon? What if his friends continue to shun him instead of trying to comfort him or be his friends again? Read to find out how Rin deals with all of this. I do not own Blue Exorsist. Any pictures I show here do not belong to me (unless I otherwise state so) All characters belong to the original creator