Four years, many exes, a couple of albums, a band split and a band hiatus... a lot has happened since Ryan Ross walked away from Panic! At The Disco. Trying to get lost and forget his feelings for Brendon Urie isn't a walk in the park. So when he comes back to right some wrongs and hope to mend the bridges he burned, is four years enough time for them to make amends - or further their problems?

Ryan Ross was a guitar player in a small band called Close Corners, and by small, he meant that they played sold out shows every night and toured the world. He was a shy guy, he only ever opened up to the people he was close to. He was sensitive and sweet, and none of the things Brendon Urie was. Brendon was a fucking model. He had been on the cover of almost every magazine in the world, either for his amazingly handsome face or for a story about one of his outrageous parties. He was a Hollywood bad boy, and people latched on to him left and right. He went through boyfriends like he went through toilet paper. I guess that's why the world pulled their attention to the two boys when They were spotted as a couple in a small club. Everything kind of just blew up from there.

Brendon was a boy in love. Ryan was the pitcher for the school baseball team. {Just a ryden baseball au I thought would be cute!} Brendon's POV

Vic has been through a lot in the past few days. He lost his best friend and almost took his own life. That's why he ended up in a psychiatric hospital. Kellin has been in the hospital for 20 days now but that's okay, he doesn't want to go home to his abusive family. They don't really care about him anyway Will these two be able to help each other or watch each other burn? Expect other band members ;) mental hospital for band members woo!!! (Boyxboy)

Vic doesn't care about school, all he cares about is his reputation; which includes sleeping around, drinking, smoking, etc... Kellin cares about his grades, friends, family; He has big dreams. After kellin attends his first ever party - hosted by Vic - he experiences many things he hasn't before. (edited on May 1, 2018)

Pierce The Veil and Sleeping With Sirens are on tour together. Vic and Kellin are best friends, but what happens when Vic reveals Kellin his biggest secret? Will everything change for the better or the worse?

Ryan's new in town and with his crippling anxiety and past issues with bullying at his last town, school is not going to be easy for him to start fresh. That is, until he meets Brendon, the only person he can count on to make his life less painful than it already is. As school takes an unexpected turn, Ryan finds himself thinking about Brendon as more than a friend...

as we passed the pool in the center of the motel, i studied how the raindrops made tiny splashes as they hit the turquoise water of the pool. i wondered what that looked like from under the water. what it would look like if i were actually drowning. [*WARNING: There will be triggering events and sexual content in this story. However, I will put warnings at the top of those chapters, so you should be okay. But still, read at your own risk.*] Highest Ranking: #5 in Joshler

tyler is a sweet pan-romantic. maybe a little shy. the nicest little goody-goody you could ever imagine. but also an innocent little virgin, and i mean never-even-had-their-fist-kiss virgin. josh dun is the rebel here, and lets face it: theres no such thing as a virgin rebel. they're known for their outstanding sex record at school, sleeping around with a who-ever, at least once a week. one day josh is bored and out on the search for something new to shoot their kids in. and tyler just happens to cross their view and damn, that is one sweet piece of ass. not to mention they're cute as fuck too. but after tyler's rejection, josh is just more determined to swoon them, one way or another. they learn about tyler's sexuality and woah, thats a bit much for josh. but as they continue to try and win tyler, will they end up falling for the rebel? will josh just go on, knowing that the most he'll get out of tyler is a hand job? or will tyler change to his comfort? (lowercase intended)