Harry has friends, some would say he has a lot. But sometimes his friends forget about him. Sometimes he gets left out, sometimes he'll speak and no one will hear him. But then sophomore year a blue eyed witty boy appears and well, for the first time Harry was noticed. WARNINGS: • depression • social anxiety • mentions of suicide (but no actual suicide ofc)

Monophobia. the fear of being alone. Harry was cursed with this and was truly terrified of being left and being alone. But he also had the problem of being in love with his best friend. Yet the fear of Louis leaving him because of his feelings kept him quiet. Then he found Andy. And everything was perfect. At first. But Andy turned on him. He was no longer the sweet caring man he met. But once again, fear kept him from leaving the abusive relationship. Fear ruined his life. But what happens when a friend of his shows him what it's like to live without fear. Will he confess his love for his band mate? Or is he doomed to be alone?