To Dylan: i just miss you. - A series of texts in which she experiences depression in the most vicarious way possible, and love is just the tune playing lowly in the background. - [Trigger Warnings for: Depression, Thoughts of Suicide, Self-Harm] [Dylan is a boy, and Anabelle is a girl, to clear things up]

"That isn't what favors are about, though. Favors are about giving all you can."

Oh me, oh my. I'm writing a novel! It isn't finished yet, I'm hardly over 16,000 words, but I'm continuing to work on it! Some of the things in here might be triggering, as it's about depression, suicide, self harm, eating disorders, and the likes. I hope you enjoy it (I stayed up till like 3am for weeks trying to finish it guise). Now then, onto the little summary thing. -Sometimes, when you're lost, you find refuge in something strange. For Sarah, this refuge is reaching her goal weight. 80 pounds. Unfortunately, most 14 year old, 5'3" girls don't weight 80 pounds. But she won't give up. Not until death, at least.-

Jessa, is living every teenage girls dream right? She sees One Direction every day. Heck she even lives with Niall. What the fans don’t understand is her grim and oh so gruesome past that only Niall knows of…for now. What possible childhood nightmare could sweep in and ruin her satisfyingly, entertaining present? Only a few hospital visits could let her find out.

Matilda Rose Jeremiah is your average sixteen year old. Perfect grade. Perfect looks. Perfect family. Perfect friends. But just because everything seems perfect on the outside doesn't mean they are on the inside. Matilda has an ongoing internal mental battle with her demons. And she's drowning. Drowning in an ocean of her thoughts. Can one curly haired boy with green eyes save her?

Louis Tomlinson, 1/5 of the biggest boy band in the world, One Direction. Eleanor Calder, Former Hollister floor model and student at the University of Manchester. Harry introduces his fellow band mate, Louis, to his old childhood friend, Eleanor, Little did he know they would end up falling for each other. What Eleanor and Louis didn't know is that with Louis' fame and closeness to Harry, him and Eleanor end up being hated on a lot. Many things happen, including another member of the 'band', but they still get hated on! Being called a 'beard' and 'Eleanwhore', being told she has a contract, it all ends up being too much and well, you'll have to find out, won't you?