alex elmslie has a crush on the popular instagram influencer willne. the only problem is that will never shows his face online, not even to his closest internet friends.

"why didn't you tell me?" george's voice echoed through the empty room. he tried to say something - anything; but all he could do was stand there in shock with hot tears rolling down his cheeks.

Gee Way is absolutely drop dead gorgeous. After one week at his new school, he was already named one of the prettiest people in the school. He even had relations with one of the most popular boys in school, Frank Iero. Everybody loved Gerard. Except one person who would willingly put the 'dead' in drop dead gorgeous.

The book cover is not my art so credit to the person that made it, I couldn't find there name. High school is tough, especially when your dealing with your family, depression, anxiety, and Roman. What will happen to Virgil when his best friend Patton moves away leaving his bullies with an easy shot to beat him up. Will he fight back, or die trying. TRIGGER WARNING (abuse, cutting, anorexia, depression, anxiety/panic attacks) don't read this book if this will trigger you in any way.

Jeremy Heere had always been into girls. If you want to be more specific, Christine Canigula. That was a fact well known to he and his best friend, Michael Mell until Jeremy found himself having weird, unexplainable dreams about that aforementioned 'best friend'. Will they stay simply best friends forever, or will this alter their dynamic forever? Find out as Jeremy, Michael, and their friends go through a series of up and downs consisting of hidden secrets, school gossip and fragile friendships. **** Credit to Alvistem on Devianart for the cover art!! Characters do not belong to me, but plot does. If you take any ideas from the book, let me know! I'd love to see, but please do not take major plot twists or trademarks from this story please, or just don't make a replica of this book bc that's not cool thanks!!

⚠️ C O M P L E T E D ⚠️ i used a pale shade of foundation for a reason. it hides a lot. it hides the red cheeks either from blushing, or when the skin gets irritated from tears. [Highest Ranking: 16th August 2017, #148 in Fanfiction]

| Book 1 in the Sanders Series: Anxiety | 'If he was drowning, he'd just have to learn how to swim. Even if he was tempted to let himself go under.' ! PLEASE DO NOT COMMENT ABOUT DECEIT, THIS WAS BEFORE HIS TIME ! ! PRE-'ACCEPTING ANXIETY' ! || COMPLETED ||