'Close' wasn't the first thing that came to mind when Todomatsu thought about his relationships with his older brothers. Osomatsu was a shitty eldest, Karamatsu was painful, Choromatsu was boring, Ichimatsu was a creep, Jyushimatsu was annoying and then there was him, the stupid youngest. But as much as his brothers pissed him off, he truly did love them. And that included painful Karamatsu. Which was why when he got home one day and saw his history was full of suicide methods after Karamatsu recently borrowed it, his non-existent heart almost stopped beating right then and there.

Karamatsu's boots crunched under his feet each step he takes in the sand. The ocean waves in the morning are slow and soft. He goes to a dry spot closest to the waters. "I hope they see the letter." He chuckles to himself as he takes off his boots, then his socks. He places his sunglasses right besides them. "Painful huh...I guess this is for the best then." *CUTTING, FIGHTS, BULLYING, SUICIDAL KARAMATSU, KARAMATSU ANGST, LOT'S OF MADE UP CHARACTERS* (If you hate when people make characters OOC then I don't recommend this since I have exaggerated characters more for a deeper impact)

Karamatsu runs away from home to avoid the teasing and tormenting he gets from his brothers. Jyushimatsu tries to figure out the missing pieces of this puzzle. Is this something he made up, or did karamatsu really die..? Maybe Jyushimatsu is denial? *THE CHAPTERS ARE OUT OF ORDER FOR SOME REASON AND I CAN'T FIX IT I'M VERY SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE SLOWEST UPDATES OF MANKIND No BLmatsu lol

It all started with the painful jokes, and ended with jumping off a rooftop. But, a certain 5 matsus wont let it end. -------------------------------------------------- I wanted to write angst. Forgive me Karamatsu. Also, forgive me fandom

*contains harsh language, graphic violence, and abuse* An AU where Tougou wasn't stopped when he tried to kidnap Osomatsu as a child and raises him to become his partner in crime. Based off of the chapter in Osomatsu-kun titled The Terrifying Lodger. I'd suggest reading that first so you know what's going on in this story. http://m.imgur.com/a/xIw89 Here's the link to the chapter if you haven't read it. (Yeah I changed the cover because I didn't want someone else's art to have to be associated with my creation.)

They belong here. They belong with me. They belong to me. [Osomatsu loves his brothers, and he will do whatever it takes to keep them. If he has to hurt them to do it, he will.]

Orson, a pretty carefree high schooler, living in a cramped apartment of New York City, with him his five younger brothers. Karla, Charlie, Ethan, Justin and Todd. Their mom and dad too overworked to really keep an eye on them, it was mainly up to him, Karla and Charlie to make sure the house didn't burn down before they returned. As if that wasn't already enough of a hassle some suit wearing stranger comes into town and makes things... Interesting to say the least.

Did everyone really hate me? Am I painful? Do I actually deserve to die...? A fanfic in which karamatsu breaks, all the painful feelings come out. His brothers have gotten to him and caused him more pain than he could keep in. It cannot be undone. TW: suicide attempt, depression, self harm, eating disorders Inspired by a song: the fall - half alive