not my own

The first time they met, he was a downtrodden prince everybody bullied whilst she was a small palace maid responsible for was.h.i.+ng the clothes of the people in the palace. Twenty years of companions.h.i.+p; he is the only one capable of influencing her emotions. For him, she is willing to immerse her hands in the blood of others, to help him rule this world. Even though she wasn't the one he loved, and she wasn't the one he married, she insisted on remaining by his side, aiming to become the one and only woman capable of standing by his side whilst he held court and the one and only woman in his harem - even if doing so would cause her to get insulted by the entire world. However, that person whom she loved so much, that person for whom she committed all sorts of preposterous acts for - wanted her to die. He said, "In this lifetime, I don't wish to see you ever again!" She returned to him as a spirit, yet he begged for another lifetime together. "If we have another lifetime together, I want you to love me and respect me from a very young age, and help me clear all the obstacles standing in my way. You would be forced to watch me love one, and marry another - but both of them would not be you. You must love me so crazily and so deeply that everybody knows about it, and yet you would never be able to truly receive my entire love and affection. On innumerable occasions, you would be misunderstood by me, and hurt by me. The only few tears you shed in your entire lifetime would be for me, and ultimately you would have to die for me. Even after you die, you would not be allowed to rest in peace - instead, you would transform into a spirit and return to my side... Only if you do all these, would you be able to compensate me for what I have done in this lifetime." Credit to original author For offline reading

Xia Liang remembered the first time they met, she nodded to him but he coldly turned his eyes away. But after she had heard his voice, she helplessly became his diehard fan. Song Qiyan remembered the first time they met, she nodded to him but he tightly held his sweaty palms and turned his eyes away. He feared that she would be burned by his gaze. He thought that it was time to act after waiting for a year. In Xia Liang's eyes, Song Qiyan was first known as "Bei Yan Dada" (TL note: 大大, "dada," is web slang for "the great"). After she interacted with him, she had to add additional new labels: quiet, caring, stubborn, reserved......Then after they started dating: thoughtful, loyal, occasionally naïve, childish...... This is the story of a lesser internet CV (Character Voice-over) who meets a big idol in the professional voice over circle. This is a short, sweet story about a VA fan, voice acting, and the virtual world. Please Note: Not my original work.

Our two leads of vastly different personalities have to battle through misunderstandings, the uncertainties of growing up as well as the greatest barrier that is the unspoken expectations they have of each other. Would their love remain resolute in trying circumstances or would it mellow with time? There is a saying the first cut is the deepest; will that be the case here? NOT MY STORY By Xin Yi Wu