Hayden is a normal girl but with not so normal friends. She is best friend to the band One Direction and it just so happens that the band convinced her mom to let her stay with them in London for the summer. All thanks to Harry, Liam, Niall, Zayn and Louis, Hayden is in for the ride of her life this summer. How will she react when she gets feeling for one of the members and they feel the same way about her? What will happen to them when things start to make them question everything? Will they all make it through or Will they all just fall apart? What will happen to them all when the Summer is over? Will they all be as close as they were when it started.. Hayden's about to learn that she has to risk everything in order to find the one thing she's always wanted... LOVE

It will be written as a series of journal entries. Through the entries you get a peek into the life of Blue, a 16 year old girl contemplating suicide. Life just isn't how Blue envisioned. With no friends, a grim outlook on life, hidden secrets, parents that ignore her, and a twin sister that blames her for everything, Blue just doesn't see any point in living, that is until she meets Dorian. Can Dorian convince Blue that her life is special? Will he be the one to save her.