Slowly but surely, he's slipping away. His hands are coated with the blood of the people he let down, coated so much it's difficult for Todoroki to hold on before he falls from his grip. (Tododeku) depressed!midoriya angst TRIGGER WARNING [I feel the need to clarify this so here I go, I do not have a beta reader or a plan for this story. I write it as I go, and I see where my words take me. If there's any spelling mistakes I wouldn't be surprised, as i write and then post without checking. Once in a blue moon maybe I'll check for spelling errors and correct them, but mostly I tend not to. I also don't have an update schedule, but if you pester me enough to update I'll probably do it eventually, who knows? Anyway, sorry for this monstrosity.] Warnings: -there will most likely be smut -angst -abuse -self harm -panic attacks -some heavy doses of gay -bullying

Izuku is in the wonderful college UA. His life is going pretty well, other than a few bumps with some bullies. The only problem? He's depressed and loosing his grip on living. He decides to try and end it once and for all. He's left a note for his roommate, Todoroki (Who he's been crushing on for a year now) and his mom. He thinks he's finally going to be free, but he's mistaken when a hand wraps around his wrist, stopping his fall off the roof. Who's the mystery person? Why had they stopped him? Why can't he seem to die? --- Just a typical Tododeku angst. College AU to. Warning: Mentions and attempt of suicide, scenes involving cutting, minor consensual groping, and incredibly descriptive kissing scenes. The suicide and cutting is a main plot point, so if you don't like it, this really isn't the fanfic for you. Also, this is a quirkless AU. I'm super sorry if Todoroki and Izuku seem ooc, I don't have the time to go back and edit all the chapters. Please read, and enjoy!! DONE!!! Disclaimer: I do not own BNHA. I own the world, and the characters. Please don't copy it or make it your own, but feel free to use it as inspiration, or take the same story and alter it for other ships.

Izuku and Shoto have been dating for months, but decided to keep it a secret for many reasons, of course they do couple things around each other, but they try to keep it away from their friend group, But will it become more obvious when Izuku starts eating more? This is my first TodoDeku book! So it might not be as great as others, have any suggestions for a chapter? DM me! (And yes, they have quirks, and yes, THEY HAVE TAILS-)