For my first book on Wattpad it might as well be a LEMON. Warning for those underage: Don't read this. Warning for those not underage: Don't read my writing, lol?

Updated desc: 5/10/20 --- Ranked #1 for Juuzousuzuya. Ranked #2 for Juuzouxreader. Ranked #14 for Tokyoghoul. IMPORTANT: !!!COMPLETELY UNFINISHED AND NO LONGER UPDATING.!!! SO YOUR VOTES WILL NO LONGER BE NECESSARY THERE IS A REMAKE ONGOING RIGHT NOW REMAKE: https://my.w.tt/1UdTvriAc6 READ AN'S IF CONFUSED. (This fanfiction will be unpublished exactly on June 20th 2020.) Update: I'll give you guys one more month and a half till I get things settled.

JUUZOU SUZUYA x PSYCHO!READER ~*~ "Red is the colour of blood, yet also the colour of passion. Purple is the colour of power, yet also the colour of leadership. You are the colour of my downfall, yet also the colour of my world." "What is that supposed to mean?" "I don't know... but I want you to be the one to help me find out." ~*~ Female audience intended, but others can read too if they're okay with the female pronouns.

Read the title.

*Insert sexy message here* The title says it all but you are a ghoul, and out of the blue this dove takes a strange interest in you, what should you do? *rhymes on point*

What if there was a ghoul in the CCG? She is stronger than anyone has ever seen but she doesn't know how to use her Kagune. She is only half ghoul. What makes her join CCG? Why is Suzuya Juuzou so intent on stating she is his? What will happen when a certain white haired ghoul takes interest in her? ---++++--- THIS WON'T FOLLOW THE STORYLINE! I'LL MAKE ANOTHER FANFIC FOR THE STORYLINE LATER SO CALM YO OREO'S! >:3

Twisted. Sanity. You don't remember your past. Your family? It doesn't exist. Feelings? Well what are feelings? Broken. You are broken. Twisted to the point of no return, far from being okay. "Maybe you're not the only one out there who feels this way." - Maybe your soulmate is just an inch away from you. !!Warning!!: Blood, gore, cursing, violence, sexuality Warnings are usually in the title or mentioned in the story if it's very severe. Some things may be triggering for some people, so read at your own "risk". Also: I don't "own" the characters, they're by Sui Ishida (as you probably know). In case you want to read the story in Spanish, @Kuro_Kodoku translated it for you! Go check that out! :) FYI: This was my first full-length fiction ever written down, so it might have 1) more typos 2) short chapters 3) often reused words (for ex.: "therefore"). So far I haven't gotten around to updating it to fix typos and grammar errors, but I do plan on doing so. :) Thank you all for reading, commenting, voting, etc.! It really means a lot & makes me very happy! ♥ :'3

You were kidnapped by a ghoul named Big Madam when you were a child and forced to perform in her circus acts with your partner Rei. You've been performing with him for years, wondering if you would ever become free from your "Mama".