"You do realize a journal is an extremely personal thing right?" His voice was raspy, low and threatening, making me take a step back in panic as he continued, "so my only question is why the fuck are you standing with mine?" - first book - - instagram acc: @thejournalofficial - - for extra material: arietem.wix.com/arietemx - All Rights Reserved 2013 © arietem

******READ A BIT OF MY LATEST CHAPTER TO SEE HOW MUCH MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED LIKE HONEST ITS SO CRINGEY I CANT****** Falling in love with your best friend seemed too cliche for my liking, so me and my best friend always knew we weren't going to do just that. However, life is so unexpected and before I knew it, I had a brain tumor, was stripped of my old life and given a new one. A life without my best friend, Niall Horan. I left the X Factor, where I had made it up to bootcamp, but it didn't matter. My dreams were crushed, there was no hope. I never did tell Niall, about my brain tumor and just cut contact with him. He didn't need to worry about me. What I didn't realize is that Faith also comes into play and well Faith does whatever the hell it wants. So next thing I know, here I am, reunited with my best friend. My brain tumor is gone, and I have my best friend back. It's times like these where I realize it's just a little too good to be true. And it is. Slowly, without even meaning to, I start falling for the boy who was none other then my best friend. Everyone knows falling in love with someone you simply cannot have is a nightmare, and I feel as though this nightmare will just never end.

It makes me so glad to see him like this, happy and with me, after all of the things we’ve been through I didn’t think that our relationship would be able to survive. When I look back at our old memories, I just laugh at myself because I didn’t believe him, I hated him because I thought he betrayed me. I wanted Zayn to leave my life, but now, HE is my life, I don’t know how I will live without him now, he has supported me, with everything and everywhere and made me stronger. It’s quite ironic that in life the person who brings out the best in you and makes you strong is actually your biggest weakness. We both have been through alot; this is our story, the story of us; how we came together and got separated by the circumstances. From the point I used to hate him till the point I deeply fell in love with him. But it all happened because of Limo; if he wouldn’t be there, I would have hated Zayn all my life. I owe it all to him. This is the story; the story of Limo and Me, but most importantly, me and Zayn.