Habit is about the way your past can anchor you down, it's about finding someone who can help you have faith in a better tomorrow, it's in reference to how little you can feel when it seems like you're all alone in this world. Camila struggles with letting go of something that seems to be tied on a chain around her ankles, and allows it to consume her, and in the midst of giving up on ever finding freedom of her burdens, she forms an infatuation for someone who detests her almost as much as she hates herself. One moment of courage changes that though, a moment in which they both face their fears and do something that saves them both in an individually different way. One girl lets herself fall, the other picks herself up.

Camila met Lauren in the cafeteria the first day of high school. At first glance, there was already a certain attraction between them, but they had no idea where it would lead them. There are so many bumps in their road, like Lauren's inappropriate tendencies, Camila's total lack of experience, or a stupid boy that was merely looking for a physical relationship with Camila. As time goes by they realize just how much they need to be in each other's lives.

3 P.M. - I loved her. She loved me. I fell harder and harder every day, and I knew it was dangerous. She was dangerous. Her kiss began to taste like vodka even when she hadn't been drinking and her nails dug into my skin like razors, but I loved her. 11 P.M. - The flick of a lighter. I saw the flame in her emerald eyes as they both burned. She took a hit and handed it to me. It touched my lips and tasted like her. I felt the chemicals in my lungs. Everything was spinning, but I still loved her. Midnight - The flash of lights. They blinded me. I couldn't find my shirt. My skin was still glistening with the trail from her tongue. Gunshots. One. Two. Three. Glass shattered. Handcuffs. White walls. Caught. I still loved her. I always would. WARNING: This story is Rated R for drugs, sexual content, and language. Reader discretion is advised. DISCLAIMER: All content is original. Please refrain from commenting the names of and comparing other fan fictions throughout the story, as any similarities between stories are purely coincidental or based off of real-life Camren moments.

Her hand softly gripping mine and soft brown eyes staring undividedly at me. Both pleading for me not to leave.

it's gone. Many people find their escape through writing. That was true for Camila. She wrote in her journal daily, without fail, about her best friend and long-time crush, Lauren. But when her journal ends up in the wrong hands, she's forced to either succumb to reality or make her voice heard. JOURNALS IS OFFICIALLY A BOOK. AVAILABLE FOR WORLDWIDE SHIPPING. Createspace: createspace.com/5954029 Amazon: Journals https://www.amazon.com/.../1522.../ref=cm_sw_r_api_SJGPxb9J7Y4T6

ⅰ. “And I wonder how many polar opposites we have brought together by falling in love. Inside you could have been the match that started the fire and burned down an entire house, and inside of me may live the remnants of a rocking chair inside the house that was burned to the ground. All these little things... these cells that make up our bodies, they could have once despised one another. But now every single part of me is in love with every single part of you. Just with one touch we would be resolving age old conflicts, or ushering the tip of the tallest mountain to kiss the sand that lies at the deepest part of the ocean.”

Captain Jauregui has twin boys with her long time friend Camila, when she's home on leave she finds out that Camila has a boyfriend. She and her boys make a plan to extract the intruder that is Camila's new boyfriend so that she can win over Camila. Will she and the boy's mission succeed or fail. Warning ⚠️ Lauren G!P /Dinah G!P

What happens when Camila Cabello meets her celebrity crush Lauren Jauregui?

Trigger Warning - Talk of Eating Disorders ➸ "But Lauren knew. Camila needed someone to fight for her, and that’s what she intended on doing. If Camila came running at her with her fist raised, Lauren wouldn’t push her away. She would just hug her until Camila stopped punching her." Highest Rank: #33 in Fanfiction

Camila is trapped in her marriage. She meets Officer Jauregui. Will Lauren be able to save Camila before it's too late? G!P Lauren Rating is Mature for sexual content and some abuse things; warnings will be posted at the beginning of each chapter for smut and abuse I have a good chunk of this book pre-written, so updates will be at least one time per week.