A leader, an addict, and the life of an idol; all three can crumble in a heart beat. Kim Namjoon keeps a diary.

do you know, the pain of being a leader ? the burden and the sacrifices that you have to make, the pain you keep inside to maintain perfection and makes sure to hit everyones expectation, Kim Namjoon knows that, he knows those stuff way too well. 《Short Story》 [ EDITED ] • Started : early of 2019 • Ended : in the middle of 2019

Namjoon has suffered from depression and dosent want his members to know but then one finds out and spreads information

In which members are oblivious to the fact that Namjoon is dying inside a little more each day. Started: 19/12/18 Ended: ? Trigger warning: self-harm self-hate mentions of suicide insomnia eating disorder little cursing

Namjoon seeks a new path he hopes would give him happiness. Sometimes the only way to be happy is to let go.