*Story Contains Mature and Explicit Content* [COMPLETED] "Strangers in the dark can change your life in the light." "As I reach the front door I can't help the same question swimming around in my mind, what could possibly be on all of those tapes?" ----- Preview: "You wanna try and be my medicine Abby?" he asks with a deep testing tone, keeping his voice quiet. "I can try" I breathe out as I gulp when his grip tightens "Try me" His hand slides up my throat, his long fingers wrapping tight around my jaw "That's what you really want?" I nod, as I sigh out a shallow yes, and I see every muscle in his body tense, as he wets his lips; hoarsely murmuring his next sentence like its his last try at making me change my mind. "I'm dangerous Abby, this is your last chance, tried to warn you" My stomach twists and knots, as I use every ounce of bravery I have. "Prove it then" ----- Book Started : DEC 2018 - COMPLETED MAY 2019

"I had a feeling that I shouldn't have let you go home after you dropped me off that night. Something told me, Sabrina - don't let him go home. But I did, and I can't stop thinking why?" Her voice broke as she held the photo of her newly deceased boyfriend in her arms as she stared at the fireplace that she turned into a small shrine of him. The fire crackled and she wiped her runny nose and she looked at the photo in her hands. Sabrina ran her fingers over the glass frame and looked at the captured memory of them in his parents house for a surprise party they threw for him. She looked at him, her nose crinkled as she smiled at him, while he closed his eyes and kissed her forehead. "Shawn," she sobbed, "I miss you." Sabrina brought the photo close to her and kissed his face. As she brought it close to her face to look at him again, she noticed something in the reflection of the glass. She squinted her eyes and then gasped, dropping the photo to the floor as she turned around. "Shawn?!"

A collection of notes, a public library, two teenagers, and zero spoken communication.

"There's no safety net that's underneath, I'm free fallin' all in you..." ••• Fate has a funny way of working, though this time it struck at the wrong time. Two people who were very much in love bump into each other. The only problem was, they weren't in love with one another but with other people. Or so they thought. Started 11.17.17 || Ended 10.20.18 Copyright 2017 | ILLUMlNATE

[Winner of The Fanfiction Award 2017 for Best Magcon/OGOC Fanfiction] Sadie Salvay, a girl who is never in trouble. A girl who was never asked on a date, knew a guy who liked her, or even had her first kiss. A girl who never had music in her life. At least, that was until she heard a single song, and everything changed. Sadie never understood how other girls could be so crazy over bands and celebrities. She thought that these girls were silly, and that all celebrities were fake and had egos bigger than the planet. However, that was only until she laid her eyes on Shawn Mendes for the very first time while watching a videoclip, and then she couldn't take him off her mind, or pass a day without listening to his songs. They made her feel better, feel happier. She believed on the guy she saw on the screen of her phone, but a bugging doubt was still on the back of her mind: is this all real? Is he exactly who he makes me believe he is? Or did media manipulate me in a way that makes me believe that Shawn is who I think he is? And from that moment onwards, she knew that she had to meet him or at least see him live, no matter what. After a long wait, that moment has come. She was certain that this would be one of the best days of her life. However, she didn't know that it was going to be so much more than that. It was just the beginning of a whole new chapter in her life. Though will the changes after that day be for the better, or the worse? Highest ranks: #1 under "Shawn Mendes Fanfic" 01/12/17 #2 under "Shawn Mendes" 04/16/17 #2 in Fanfiction 07/19/17 I own all of my created characters and the writing and the plot of this story. I do not own: any published books, apps and companies, movies, quotes, published book characters, songs, and etc., that are mentioned/referenced in the story. I also include in this any media in this story that I don't state is mine.

DISCONTINUED 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐠𝐜 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐥 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐨𝐩 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞(𝐬). 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝. 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 - 𝟕/𝟕/𝟏𝟖 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 - 7/1/20 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐝

Ms. Hayes closes her eyes as she fishes her hand around in the bowl of the girl names from the class. She does a little hum and then opens her eyes as she pulled out a strip of the pink paper. She unfolds it with her fingers and then smiles. "Olivia Cruz." I look at her and she tosses my name to the side and writes it down on her clipboard on the desk. "And now lets find out who the daddy of your baby will be." I sit in agony as half the class snickered at our teacher saying the word "daddy" due to its sexual meaning. "Class, drumroll please." Ms. Hayes reaches into the other bowl and fiddles around before pulling out a name. She unfolds it, the drumming still going from my classmates, and then smirks. "This is a cute couple. Olivia, your partner for the semester is Shawn Mendes." Shawn turns around and looks at me, then back at Ms. Hayes and says, "No fucking way."

"You don't know me, Shawn." "I know you've got tuition that's expensive as hell that you can't afford to pay; let me help you, Nyx." -- mature themes: sexual scenes, sugar daddy x sugar baby relationships, drug usage, drinking, and an age-gap relationship.