Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover what's truly going on in Dans mind, and indeed, in Phils? PLUS I'M FUNNY ON OCCAISION SO READ PLEASE I'LL BE SAD IF YOU DON'T

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

Little by little, fragments of memories slowly came back to Dan; and slowly, he knew he'd unravel the truth. He didn't know what had happened, why and how it happened to him. He had no one with him, and he wanted nothing more than to just stay away and be illiterate and ignorant from the truth. The memories soon became a puzzle piece; slowly portraying a deep, dark, sad but inevitable truth. It was too harsh for Dan to take it. Too, too harsh.

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

Dan is tired. So, so tired. Mentions of suicide and self harm . all cover pictures are my own

Phil has gone through some pretty horrible things in his life. He's sealed himself off from other people completely, hating himself for it all the time. One day, Dan, a handsome flight risk whose terrified of other people's emotions, saunters into his life. Unfortunately, Phil finds himself depending heavily on Dan for support and comfort from his past, and Dan just can't handle that.

I'm Kelsie Franta. Yes Connor Franta's sister. I live with him and the other boys. They protect me and love me. They just don't know what happens outside of home. And I'm not planning on telling them. © This is my original work.

They try to save me, but I'm too far gone. They called me crazy so I played along. And they try to change me, but on my own.." There's Michael, Ashton, Calum, and Luke. They rejects of the school. Michael, the anxiety-ridden, suicidal boy from a broken, abusive home. Ashton, the one who hasn't spoken a word since an accident that happened years before hand. Calum, who's under so much stress from his parents and school that he comes up with his own, self destructing coping mechanism. Luke, the one who's so insecure and shy, he thinks he only has himself, who happens to be his own worst enemy. All four of them regard their future as being six feet under. Relationships form, hearts break, and the mess that they're living in spirals out of control. Worse enough, one of them may try to take their own life. Again.

My heart pounded as I rushed down the hall. My brother finally did it, he finally lost it. I heard shots fire in the cafeteria, I flinched. This isn’t happening, I told myself. I heard someone’s heavy breathing from behind a shelf that stuck out of the wall. “Come on ash we have to go!” I said clamping onto the blonde boy’s hand. I pulled him up and dragged him along. “ALEEAH!” A voice boomed. No, no, no, this isn’t happening. I turned to face my brother whose hand held a jet black gun, his arms raised, gun pointing at me, ready to fire. The gun sounded.