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  • Fighter-A Phan Story
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    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • Beautiful Phan
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    A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover...

  • A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)
    2.9M 108K 90

    TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

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  • Amnesia || phan
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    Little by little, fragments of memories slowly came back to Dan; and slowly, he knew he'd unravel the truth. He didn't know what had happened, why and how it happened to him. He had no one with him, and he wanted nothing more than to just stay away and be illiterate and ignorant from the truth. The memories soon becam...

  • Speak up already - Phan
    3.7M 163K 79

    Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

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  • Sleep . Phan .
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    Dan is tired. So, so tired. Mentions of suicide and self harm . all cover pictures are my own

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  • Can't live without you (Phan AU)
    16.8K 737 22

    Phil has gone through some pretty horrible things in his life. He's sealed himself off from other people completely, hating himself for it all the time. One day, Dan, a handsome flight risk whose terrified of other people's emotions, saunters into his life. Unfortunately, Phil finds himself depending heavily on Dan fo...

  • Bullied (o2l)
    165K 4K 35

    I'm Kelsie Franta. Yes Connor Franta's sister. I live with him and the other boys. They protect me and love me. They just don't know what happens outside of home. And I'm not planning on telling them. © This is my original work.

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  • Endlessly ✧ Muke
    18.1K 936 39

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  • Rejects. ➵ 5SOS// hiatus.
    6.3K 277 8

    They try to save me, but I'm too far gone. They called me crazy so I played along. And they try to change me, but on my own.." There's Michael, Ashton, Calum, and Luke. They rejects of the school. Michael, the anxiety-ridden, suicidal boy from a broken, abusive home. Ashton, the one who hasn't spoken a word since an a...

  • Nightmare (Ashton Irwin FanFiction)
    1M 27.7K 24

    My heart pounded as I rushed down the hall. My brother finally did it, he finally lost it. I heard shots fire in the cafeteria, I flinched. This isn’t happening, I told myself. I heard someone’s heavy breathing from behind a shelf that stuck out of the wall. “Come on ash we have to go!” I said clamping onto the blon...

  • Insane // muke
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    "I never wanted help," he starts."I'm just another insane teenager who'll give up like millions of others. I don't see why you, or anyone, would even bother trying. I'm a lost cause." He rambles, and I feel a piece of me shatter with each word.

  • silence: a lashton story
    17.5K 948 22

    how can silence be so loud?

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  • voices. • the third book in the mute. series • muke au
    666K 43.4K 40

    The voices in Michael's head made him do it. Michael loves Luke. But Luke isn't so sure anymore. THIRD BOOK IN THE MUTE SERIES. MUST READ MUTE. AND SPEAK. BEFORE {highest ranking #40 in fanfiction}

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  • Mute | Luke Hemmings &' Ashton Irwin (Lashton/5SOS)
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    Mute - the refraining of speech; temporarily speechless. "I am afraid to show you who I really am, because if I show you who I really am, you might not like it-and that's all I got." No one really knew what h...

  • the dead ones aren't resting [muke] ✔ [CURRENTLY EDITING]
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    "but you should listen, angels and demons can't love each other. they are meant to kill the other, and you shouldn't test fate." "i couldn't kill him even if i wanted to." in which luke is an angel, michael is a demon and they are the rejects. [i'm in the middle of editing, POV might change from first to third per cha...

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  • Weightless (lashton au)
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    "What would you do if I jumped off this bridge, right in front of your eyes?" "I'd jump with you." ***(Ok I wrote this a while ago and it's so bad bUT ENJOY)***

  • one mistake, k.l. r.d. // rickian
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    Dear Ricky, It's been two months without you, already. I'm slowly dying on the inside. I never got to hold your hand and take you out to nice places, I never got the chance to call you mine, or the chance to treat you like a completely spoiled King. All because of my mistake. I still hear the voices echoing throughou...

  • Voodoo Doll ||Muke AU||
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    ||Trigger Warning|| Michael Clifford is fine. Or that's what he always says. But, Michael is not fine. Michael his abused by his own band member, Luke Hemmings. Also, Michael has depression, an eating disorder, and anxiety. Luke is in love with Michael, but abuses Michael to try to push his feelings away. Michael al...

  • Spencer Reid's beginning (third book of my series)
    16K 459 13

    when a genius gets chosen to to be a prodigy in the FBI what will happen read to find out.

  • Scars { ashton irwin }
    6.5K 179 10

    I once knew a boy who liked to draw beautiful pictures that nobody saw he drew by himself alone at night locked in his bedroom out of sight the pictures were strange they came with a twist his pen was a razor his canvas, a wrist we lay out at night watching the stars when he lifted his sleeve and showed me his scars I...

  • The Suicide Bridge || muke
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    "What are you doing up there?" "I'm trying to kill myself. And you?" "Same." l.h.+m.c.

  • Scars // ~Muke~
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    "I love you more than I have ever loved anything in my whole fucking life, Michael Gordon." In which two boys meet at a highschool. Can Luke save Michael from his deep dark depression? -Warning- There are a lot of triggering events in this book. please be aware. if you guys ever feel triggered because of any of my s...

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  • simmer down // a.i. [ON HOLD]
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    in which a girl named emma signs up for a summer job working at the same hotel that a boy named ashton is staying in with his band. © educashton, 2014. all rights reserved.

  • detention · 5sos (DISCONTINUED)
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    "welcome to detention. no talking, coughing, sneezing, giggling, weird sounds of any sort, listening to music, and most certainly, no sex on top of the desks."

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  • intoxicated s.p.
    1.2M 19.8K 60

    being the younger sister of a youtube megastar has it's perks, she's always had feelings for his best friend, staring at him from a distance but when her dreams become reality, she becomes intoxicated with the idea of them together.

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  • Amnesia
    12K 417 23

    •A Trevor Moran love story•

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  • Kiss Me Like You Want To Be Loved (Trevor Moran)
    34.9K 791 29

    Could your life get any better? Trevor and you had gotten really close, O2L was practically your best friends, and your fame on YouTube was growing. But when an old crush steps into the picture, will it turn things around?

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