What if I told you I loved you? (On Hiatus)

"What if I told you I loved you?" John looks puzzled at all my rambling, trying to think of multiple ways to answer that as he stared into my eyes, hoping to seek out that these words that I have spoken were lies. But, nonetheless, they were the truth. "I.... Fuck Jezz. I can't leave Jessica, you know I love her. I...