Ashton finally reveals his beautiful eyes in colorful pictures he missed so much. But something wasn't making Ashton any happy though. His hearing was still in silence. Within the help of Luke and his friends, they will support him no matter what. Love is what makes it better.

Ashton lost his vision and hearing. The only thing that makes him smile is touching Luke.

❝We can cuddle all night long, Your head on my chest, My arms wrapped around your waist, Your soft breathing ringing through my ears, As I draw small patterns on your stomach, And I'll love you forever and ever, Just please don't give up on me, Or I'll slowly sink, Because baby, You're all I ever wanted, And if I lose you I'll lose myself, So please don't give up.❞

Ashton, the nerd. Also known as f****t, gay, stupid, fatass you name it. He thinks he's worthless. And he knows he is. He's constantly getting bullied. He has scars everywhere. And they keep getting worse. Until one day, a jock named Luke Hemmings saves his life. But will Ashton accept his friendship? WARNING: May include triggering and things which you should be older than 13 to read, such as, self-harm, and a bit of anorexia.

A 5 Seconds of Summer fan fiction.

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.