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Dosage of Serotonin por inksteady
Dosage of Serotonin
inksteady
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  • Partes 47
Started: 04/27/2021 Ended: 08/24/2021 Ang hirap palang tumanda. Ang hirap magbayad ng bills. Ang hirap suportahan ng pamilyang akala ay isang milyon ang suweldo mo. Ang hirap ngumiti sa nanay na mataas ang tingin sa'yo pero hindi ka kayang ipagtanggol. Ang hirap tabihan sa hapagkainan ng tatay na pinag-uubusan mo ng pera pero hindi ka maalala. Ang hirap mag-abot ng tulong sa kapatid na baon sa utang. Ang hirap intindihin ng hipag na nakakapagpa-rebond pa kahit kapos na kapos na. Ang hirap pakisamahan ng bunsong halos ilahad ang mga palad tuwing makikita ka. Ang hirap ngitian ng mga taong tanong nang tanong kung bakit hindi ka pa nakakapag-asawa. Ang hirap humarap sa mundong isasampal sa'yo na mag-isa ka. Tulong, bigay, utang. Isang iling mo lang, madamot ka na. Kasama mo sila kapag may maibibigay ka, pero hindi mo sila mahahanap kapag wala na. Ikaw ang kakayod, sila ang tutuka. Ikaw ang iiyak sa pagod, sila ang magtatamasa. Iyon ang summary ng buhay ko. Sobra-sobra ang naririnig na paghingi, kulang na kulang ang naririnig na pasasalamat. Sobra-sobra ang pagpapasensya, kulang na kulang ang natatanggap na pagpapahalaga. Sobra-sobra ang binabayaran, kulang na kulang sa kasiyahan. Kaya nang dumating sa buhay ko ang nag-iisang lalaking hindi ako nakita bilang naglalakad na alkansya, ang nag-iisang lalaking nakinig sa mahabang listahan ko ng problema, ang nag-iisang lalaking nagbigay sa akin ng kakaibang saya, ipinangako ko sa sarili na sa gitna ng hirap ng pagtanda, magtitiis ako basta't siya ang kasama. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay pagtalikod sa minahal na pamilya. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay paglaban sa mundong pinatatakbo ng kapangyarihan at pera. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay ang pagdurusa't pag-iisa. Siya ang ginhawa, pahinga, at kasiyahan ko. Dumating man ang araw na tanaw ko na ang dulo. Dumating man ang araw na wala na kaming sagot sa lahat ng bakit at paano. Dumating man ang araw na pareho na kaming talo.
In the Midst of the Crowd (Loser #1) por inksteady
In the Midst of the Crowd (Loser #1)
inksteady
  • LECTURAS 35,500,604
  • Votos 1,219,433
  • Partes 50
THE LOSERS' CLUB SERIES #1 Have you ever been so smitten with someone that you were just so grateful they existed? Tipong makita mo lang siya, solved ka na. Kahit hindi mo siya makausap o makasama, inspired na inspired ka. That was the case for Dawn Karsen Navarro, a die-hard fan of a prominent singer and songwriter, Dior Kobe Gallardo. Kahit pa laging General Admission ticket lang ang nabibili niya at halos kasinlaki lang ng gagamba ang natatanaw niya mula sa upuan, marinig niya lang ang boses ng binata, kuntento na siya. So, when luck pulled a trick on her poor heart, she didn't hesitate to take advantage of the opportunity. She went from being in the farthest row to being in the backstage, from seeing only a glimpse of her idol to a face-to-face encounter, and from hearing only a fraction of his life to knowing everything there was to know about him. She had made a lot of progress. But, why did she go back to being seated in the farthest row? Why did she go back to being just a mere fan? After everything they vowed, why did she go back to being a stranger in the midst of the crowd?
Mistakes We Can't Laugh About (Loser #2) por inksteady
Mistakes We Can't Laugh About (Loser #2)
inksteady
  • LECTURAS 34,813,321
  • Votos 1,228,098
  • Partes 54
THE LOSERS' CLUB SERIES #2 Someday you'll look back on your mistakes and laugh. To name a few instances, these are those awkward first kisses you shared with your first boyfriend, those failed recitations that your classmates don't seem to forget, and those poor outfit ideas that you once thought were cute. Iyong mga dating nakakahiya, nakakainis, at masakit para sa 'yo, pagdating ng araw, ngingitian mo na lang. Maybe by then, you'll realize how much time you've invested in being too emotional. Pero may mga bagay na kahit matagal nang nangyari, hindi natin magawang tawanan. Siguro dahil nakakahiya pa rin? Siguro dahil nakakainis pa rin? O siguro, dahil masakit pa rin? For Amari Sloane Mendoza, it's all of the above. Among all the awkward, failed, and poor instances, falling in love with her classmate, Leon Ysmael Zamora, is the only mistake she can't laugh about.
Words Written in Water (Loser #3) por inksteady
Words Written in Water (Loser #3)
inksteady
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  • Votos 738,350
  • Partes 59
THE LOSERS' CLUB SERIES 3 In need of juicy news for her online publication, the struggling journalism student, Millicent Rae Velasco, was forced to interview the intimidating student council president of their university, Juancho Alas Montero. But, not wanting to be the subject of rumors, he rejected her instantly. So, paano siya? Paano ang last requirement niya bago maka-graduate? Si Juancho ang iniatas sa kanya ng isinusumpa niyang prof na gawan ng profile article! Isa pa, dito na lang siya makakabawi! Kailangan niya pang higitin mula sa dulo ng impyerno ang grades niya! Being in a hopeless predicament, she ended up chasing after him. She hid behind the bookshelves where he was studying, memorized his schedule by heart, and talked to him straight on when she could. She only had one goal---write an article about him. Nothing more, nothing less. But life had a lot of things in store for her. Because through the glances she'd stolen, she picked up the sharp fragments of his life. Through the hidden smiles, she unraveled the content of his heart. And through the pages she'd written, she caught herself falling in love with him.
Heaven in Your Arms (FEROCI 11 - Book 2) por elyjindria
Heaven in Your Arms (FEROCI 11 - Book 2)
elyjindria
  • LECTURAS 1,093,545
  • Votos 2,074
  • Partes 2
(COMPLETED) NOTE: Read Delicate and Ruthless (SERIE FEROCI 11) first before reading this! * * * It was hard for Kate to live her life without Lorden, but she still tried her best to live her life to the fullest. She was still in the process of moving on from Lorden when she discovered that he was alive after all... but due to severe trauma and depression, he forgot everything about Kate and experienced age regression as defense mechanism. The hardest part is that he doesn't seem to trust Kate.
Thorns And Roses por heartlessnostalgia
Thorns And Roses
heartlessnostalgia
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  • Votos 277,994
  • Partes 36
Watty's 2018: The Contemporaries Winner! Sandejas Siblings Fourth Installment: Z I D N E Y "Those who won't dare to touch the thorns should never crave the rose..." Zidney Agnieszka Sandejas experienced every hard, bad things at a young age. Separated from her family and having lost her memories, it was really awful. Having her new identity and family, she never felt at ease. Being chased, being called crazy and a killer. Then one night changes everything, waking up in a facility and seeing the most beautiful man she'd ever seen since then, the man who has those curvy thin lips, tousled dark brown hair and dreamy midnight eyes. He's her hero, the man who took her out of the darkness. That man who gave her the light of new hope and love but what if the light from the torch that man has made suddenly went out? What if that darkness comes back, making the delicate rose bleed and hurt? Will someone be able to touch the rose despite the pain the thorns will give? Book 4 of 4
LOVE WITHOUT LIMITS por maxinejiji
LOVE WITHOUT LIMITS
maxinejiji
  • LECTURAS 98,349,205
  • Votos 2,881,264
  • Partes 69
Love Trilogy #1 This work of fiction may include potentially disturbing readings, scenes and discussions around topics such as sexual, self-harm, physical violence, emotionally triggering materials, death and suicide. Please engage in self-care as you read this work. Names, characters, business, events and incidents are the products of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.
KISS ME, CAPTAIN por Zoenia_01
KISS ME, CAPTAIN
Zoenia_01
  • LECTURAS 900,403
  • Votos 23,314
  • Partes 69
[ME series#2] The life of Paint Cenery Ordencial is not perfect as other people think. She's beautiful like a princess but she's from the poorest of the poor family in their city. Madalas ay natatanggal siya sa mga pinapasukan nitong trabaho dahil sa pagiging sadista at hilig sa pakikipag basag ulo na naging dahilan para hirap na siyang makahanap ng legal at disenteng trabaho. Dahil sa sobrang hirap ng buhay nila lalo pa't siya ang inaasahan ng pamilya niya ay napipilitan siyang gumawa ng mga ilegal na gawain. Tinagurian siyang "Reyna ng magnanakaw" dahil isa siya sa sikat at matinik na scammer at snatcher sa kanilang lugar. Sa paggawa niya ng ilegal ang siyang nagdala para makilala niya ang isang lalaki na nabiktima niya na hindi nito inaakalang isang sundalo pala na nagmula sa pamilya na sumusugpo ng kriminal. Tuluyan na kayang mabubulok si Paint sa kulungan? O ang pagkikita nila sa maling oras, lugar at pangyayari ang maghahatid para dumating sa puntong magiging masaya siya ngunit may kasamang bangungot. Genre: Romance / Action.
MAKE ME PREGNANT (COMPLETED) por Zoenia_01
MAKE ME PREGNANT (COMPLETED)
Zoenia_01
  • LECTURAS 3,770,382
  • Votos 74,842
  • Partes 73
[ME series#1] Atarah Klyte Dela Veja is so eager to have a child para mapatunayan sa pamilya niya na naka move on na siya sakaniyang EX- boyfriend na ngayon ay asawa na ng Ate niya. She's really desperate to prove that she's now happy in her life despite of what happened but the thing is she don't want to enter in a relationship anymore. Ayaw niya ng commitment to the point that she asked a stranger to make her pregnant. Ngunit sadya nga namang mapaglaro ang ang tadhana dahil ang lalaki na nakasaluhan niya ng init ng katawan sa kama ay ang siyang first love ng kaniyang Ate. Ano na nga lang ba ang mangyayari kapag nagkaharap pa sila muli? Makukuha na ba ni Atarah ang inaasam asam niya? Anong magiging papel ng stranger na 'to sa buhay niya? Magiging masaya na ba siya o mas lalo lang magugulo ang dati niyang tahimik na mundo?
RUTHLESS MAN OBSESSION ( COMPLETED ) por jeanobsession
RUTHLESS MAN OBSESSION ( COMPLETED )
jeanobsession
  • LECTURAS 179,631
  • Votos 2,697
  • Partes 54
My breathe stop when I saw a dangerous but gorgeous man stepped into my view. He's walking with grace and there's an authority aura around him. Parang hawak niya ako sa leeg at nakasalalay ang buhay ko sa kanya. Hindi ako makapaniwala na ang mukhang ito na dati ay ang mukha na palagi kung hinahanap at gustong makita araw araw , ay ngayo'y ang mukhang magdadala sa akin ng matinding takot at pagkamuhi. Paano niya ito nagawa sa akin, sa amin. Akala ko pa naman ay maaasahan siya at tanggap niya kami. Pero heto siya ngayon dinadala ako sa kanyang imperno. Chills are running into my spine that makes my whole body feels cold. I snapped out of my thoughts ng bigla siyang tumigil at ngumisi ng nakakatakot that makes me shiver. "Afraid of me huhh, don't worry ako parin ito. Ang taong baliw na baliw sayo. Siguro na man ay kaya mo na akong mahalin sa itsura kung to. At kung ayaw mo parin ay wala na akong magagawa kundi pilitin kang sumama sa akin" mahaba niyang litanya. Baliw na talaga siya kahit pa magbago ang itsura niya ay walang magbabago. Hindi siya ang mahal ko at hindi ko siya kayang mahalin. Kung pwede ko lang sanang sabihin sa kanya, pero fuck nilagyan niya ng tape ang bibig ko. Pag ako nakataka----- "Alam ko ang iniisip mo. Hinding hindi ka makakatakas sa akin. Don't worry I will sent you to my heaven " at sinabayan pa ng tawa ng demonyo. Heaven talaga, baka ibig niyang sabihin ay pugad ng mga satanas. Bigla niya akong binuhat at hindi na ako nakapalag dahil pagod na ko, pagod nako sa lahat ng pagkukunwari niya. Pero isa lang ang nasisiguro ko , I HAVE MO ESCAPE TO THIS RUTHLESS AND OBSESS MAN. 😘😘jeanobsession😘😘