Deku is tired of all the bullying from kacchan, he can't live with the feeling that the person he has looked up to his whole life hates him, he's on his last straw...

Rin has been having a hard time since his demonic secret got out. His friends won't acknowledge his existence and his brother has been giving him the cold shoulder. How much more can Rin take? This story does have self harm and suicidal actions. Amazing cover art by LittleFireOfLife.

For the first time in his life, Rin finally had friends. He had people who he could rely on, people he could trust. And one camping trip destroyed that. He never asked to be the son of Satan. He never asked to be cursed with these blue flames. And he certainly never asked to be hated by everyone he cared about. With his friends calling him a demon and his brother threatening to shoot him every 5 minutes will he be pushed to the brink? And can a certain rooster-haired bastard be able to bring him back? Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts and actions, self hate, depression, etc.

"It hurts." My voice was weak and full of pain. The only emotion that I've showed in a very long time. "Don't worry, baby, we got you. Just hold on until we get you better." A new voice chimes in and I groan, rolling my head over to the side. "You can't close your eyes." Even if my most wanted wish was to keep my eyes open, I just couldn't. Against my own will my eyelids pulled down as I force them to stay open. The fight is over and I lift the fight from my body. "No! Rin don't close your eyes. RIN! OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES!" That's the last thing I heard before I welcomed the darkness into my sight. - - - - - Blue exorcist fan fiction. Bxb and if you don't like don't read. It won't be my fault if you read it on your own free will. If you like it comment...share...like...or whatever you plan to do with it. Just don't comment with hate. I won't stand for it because I hate, hate comments. If you have something negative to say keep it to yourself, and in your own mind. PEACE OUT BITCHES! HOPE YOU ENJOY!